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What ever is on my Mind... I guess..
Just some s**t thats Floatin' 'bout my head at the Moment....



"Fading"

Why do I hurt this bad...?
Am I fading yet... Again?
My heart aches... I can't ease this.
Please... Why do I feel like this?


I've lost so many times to care about this... Right?
I've Cried Millions of tears because they are Endless... Just like Love.
I thought they were all gone... I tohught you took them all away.
I thought I could start all over again....
A clean slate. Something new, but this just turned out ot be old...
Worn out. In need or repair... Exchanged.

Can someone help me?
Hold out your hand... Reach for mine... Do you have the Healing Touch?
Can you take away my Pain? Can you heal my scars?
Emotionally, my body must be covered with scars.
I've played with Fire and got burned.
My eyes are watering... My vision.. Blury... My voice... Fading.
Please, take away my pain, sarrow, tears.... Everything!

I don't want it. It hurts. Take it away from me... Keep it away from me.
I've said those words so many times... I've heard kinder, but never spoke them myself.
I've Demanded so much. I've wished to the End. My list goes on.
Is it truely impossible? Can I be saved?
Will I last?

Fading... Thats something I always do, done, and will continue to do. Is it my Fate... My destiny.
Is it true that All I can do is suffer from everyone else's Mistakes.....?
Why must I cry.. Why must I continue like this?

Look into my Eyes, see the story they tell... Don't Pity me! Don't Ever Pity Me!!
I just want someone to hold me close. To take away their scars... To take away mine.... Is that to much?

I heard an Angel's voice. I heard him sing... Sing from the heart.
I thought this Lullby was for me... I thought I start over... Stop the Fading... Heal my Scars.....


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  • User Comments: [1]
    so the guy you liked and broke your heart could sing huh? well wait till you meet someone! it'll happen! trust me on that! and if you think for a sec that your going to be some old lady with 90 cats... well even if you do get 90 cats... someone would be there for you ~Kojyuuro~

    comment MasamuneDate Dokuganryu · Community Member · Mon Nov 26, 2007 @ 02:37am
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