So what if I've been hurt?
So what if I deny it in front of everyone, not to show it?
So what If almost everyday I go to bed with tears in my eyes?
So what if I wipe them away so that no one will ever see them?
So what if I'm a nice person?
So what if that makes me get hurt easily?
So what if I cut myself?
So what If I hide them so they won't be seen?
And So What If I make some of you happy?
Even though half the time, I can't do that for myself.
It's how I am.
It's How I will be.
for how long?
Who knows.
I only hide all this because you are so great and so wonderful.
And I never want the happiness to not be there because of a person,
Like me.
It should matter to me and me only.
Because If I left, you'd all forget me.
And who knows how much pain one heart can take?
who knows if that knife or that blade will ever touch anything but my wrist?
Who knows if I ever might really leave?
-Tia
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