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Whatever kind of emo I am...
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Thanks for the poison
All I need is a little step,
just one push might do the trick.
Now take the gun and pierce my heart,
don't worry, it wont hurt to what I'm used to.
All I wanted was a little love,
maybe even just a pinch of kindness.
But I know I mustn't
So I save the razorblades for another time.
Hoping to find a better reason.


I cant take it, I don't care how many times you try to apologize it still wont count for all the pain and madness you've put me through.
Thanks again for giving me reasons to attempt suicide and slit my wrists.
I try to keep it a secret, and I must be insane. I've gotten so close to jumping from the ledge of death I could feel my soul almost detach from me as if I had cut too deep.
Even if I were to die, I wouldn't be at peace, and I promise you one thing. You wont get away with this.
If my tears were a river, I would drown myself in them, holding back just a tad when I put my hands around my throat its gotten oddly comfortable.
A little too much hate can make the slightest mood turn gray. Even though I know it's on purpose I forgive you for what you've done to me.
Good luck with killing others, oh wait, you don't need it. All it takes is a heart like yours to destroy everything in your path.
Right now I feel like ending the pain but I should wake up sooner or later.
Yeah, I'm still hoping this is all one big dream, or maybe my life is just flashing before my eyes.
I don't know but it's taking long enough for me to snap back into reality.
For all I know, I could already be dead...


Explains my world...
http://www.youtube.com/v/3Uyuv2BLCOA



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