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I'm here in my new house and feeling lonely. I miss my kids and hope they can read this. I initially logged into Gaia because I knew my kids were here and I miss them so badly and worry constantly. I'm in a foreign country and sometimes it is strange. At least by logging into Gaia I can see if they are still alive by checking when was the last time they logged in. I hope they know that just because I'm far away doesn't mean I love them less or wouldn't help them if it is in my power to do so. Growing up is hard and things are very hard without my boy who made me laugh and my girl who made me strong. I tried so hard to raise my kids right and keep them safe but because I'm not perfect I've made many mistakes. I love you both. crying