Chelsea and I talked a little today but not as long as I had hoped we could. My mum had made plans for us to go to the mall and return some stuff and then me and my friend Ashley went to the movies to see Eragon. Again. And my god is Murtagh one FINE looking man. xD. I drooled quite a bit but what can you expect!? Garrett Hedlund is an amazing actor and then you get him lifting up his shirt on screen AND THEN having Ed Speelers being completly shirtless and him and Garrett dripping wet? How can you not drool? xD. God I love my fangirlism. <3.
Back to Chelsea and I. I know we didn't end very well but...I still want to be with her. She ended up reading my previous journal entry and I'm devastated. I didn't mean half the crap in there - I was just angry and anyone who knows me knows that when I get angry, I burst. And thats what I did and now...
I miss her. I'm scared to death for her. I'm scared that I'm going to get an email from Danielle or someone saying that she killed herself...it scares the s**t out of me...and I'm so ******** scared. You have no idea...
Back to Chelsea and I. I know we didn't end very well but...I still want to be with her. She ended up reading my previous journal entry and I'm devastated. I didn't mean half the crap in there - I was just angry and anyone who knows me knows that when I get angry, I burst. And thats what I did and now...
I miss her. I'm scared to death for her. I'm scared that I'm going to get an email from Danielle or someone saying that she killed herself...it scares the s**t out of me...and I'm so ******** scared. You have no idea...
