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Today I went for a walk through the small town I call home, and passed many memories that brought me pain to my heart. I passed the house you use to live in, And remembered how I would push you on the tire swing that hung from the tree in the back yard. I passed the middle school and and wandered the halls on open house, and passed your old locker, which made me remember the beautiful red dress I bought, and put in your locker on Valentines day. I passed the High school, which I am a senior in now, and remembered the day I saw that cast on your leg. It made me smile as I remembered how worked up and worried I became, when it was only a sprain. As I smiled, I remembered your smile and it made me cry. I smiled as I cried, but I don't know why. I wiped away the single tear that ran down my cheek. That single tear made me remember how I was there for you, when you needed me most, and how you were there when I needed you most. Now I need you here for me, but you aren't here. You are gone from this peaceful little town, back in the state you came from. I wish you were here now, because I need your shoulder to cry on. I miss you so much. I want you here to help me create more memories for us to remember when we are older, but I fear that since you are gone, these memories I long to have of you and I will siece to exist. please Kashumaru, my dear friend. You are like a very close and dear sister to me, I wish that I could at least see you once more, before you completly fade from my mind...or worst...my heart...