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Like i said
I Feel so hopeless.....
why can't life be easy?
Why not live a life without any difficulties?
no one can anwser these question because....
Its called "life" & i know that.....
maybe soon.....
I might not even have a life anymore.....
I will not expirience the life i was meant too.....
I just pray for my friends safety.....
This is all im asking.....
please.....dont hurt my friends.....
I do everything for them.....
THEY are my only life i have.....
but now......
they all dont need me....
after all i done for them in the past.....
they are just throwing me aside so they can live there own lives.....
some of my friends......well atleast i think so.....
are going to be my friends forever.....
well.....i hope for the best....
those who want to be "friends forever" .....
........Forever......
Forever......might not come for me.....
I might not be there for you.....
so please forgive me if i cannot be by your side "forever"
I will be waiting in the blue sky for you.....
Untill then.....i shall wait......wait.......& wait......
Untill your arival.....
I shall wait intill you arive.....
so shall hold you in my arms once more in the blue sky.....
This is when i shall be happy to see you all once more.....
I dont care if i have to wait a long period of time.......
I shall be there for you.....always.....
No matter what the consiquences......i shall be there for you.....
forthen.....i shall wait.....
......Wait.....wait....& wait.......
for you in the blue sky......
when im gone from this planet.....
& im up above your head......
i shall make it sunny for you all.....
when it rains.....it means that im happy for you...& sheading tears of joy....
& im sure you all will also know that im happy for you.....
ill be waiting in the sky.....
but i will always remain in the hearts of those who cared for me......
so farewell.....untill we meet again.....
I hope you all understand what im trying to say.....if not.....then you dont know what ive been through.....
Friends-
Farewell.......i shall see you all in the sky when your time has come.....i hope you all will be happy......
My Love-
I love you very much.....but this is what i choose as my fate, as if now....i shall miss looking at your face & watching you smile at the good times we had....but.....
my time is now....i shall miss you......
EVERYONE
Im sure that.....
you all will be happy in your precious life....
without me holding you back.....you will all enjoy life....
**tear flows down my cheek**
farewell....i will be in your heart forever.....& i will be waiting in the clear blue sky...
 Mar Mar Ryusaki · Sat Sep 30, 2006 @ 05:24am · 1 Comments |
