Damn.
Why must people lecture me?
I know im still a child.
...but still...
Who cares about my life?
Why would you care what I do?
People lecture me too much
Im just so tired of this.
It's always the same thing each day
Lecture
Lecture...
....Lecture....
Just leave me the ******** alone would ya?
If I want to ******** up my future let me!
You say you can make me do things
But guess what?
******** you!
>_<
You can't control me,
Can't control my life either.
So just back the hell off will ya?
Stop lecturing me about my past.
I know i've done things in the past that I regret
But now I know better.
So stop judging me.
I hate it when you bring up something to hurt me
SO
stop with your useless lectures?
I started to yell at everyone in my house for their lectures they give me.
I couldn't just stand there & let them tell lies.
I had to do something
So
I yelled at the top of my lungs
I told them to stop lecturing me & my life.
They just dont understand.
So I hope you all will understand not to lecture me anymore.
After I yelled.
I went into a room & curled into a small ball.
I started to freeze because of my body temperature that went down
Also
Because it was cold outside,
I felt as if I was going to die that very moment.
I couldn't take it anymore.
Please I ask all of you
Do not lecture me anymore than you do already.
If I hear another lecture from ANYONE to me...
I will lose control & possibly die that moment...
...To tell you all the truth...
...Ive had it with everyone that lectures me...
I already am injured
My neck hurts so bad & I dont know why
But
Im just so tired of it.
Im hurt outside
& in the inside.
So stop the lectures?
Stop the lies you say.
Unless you want me to live.
Then dont do it.
Help me by not saying lies toward me...Or lecture me anymore
Ive had it with all this bullshit...
...so...
................Dont Do It To Me..................
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