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**sighs** hey look everyone....i think im losing all hope right now....i feel as if im going in the wrong direction....my heart is pounding from the stress i have....Kairi....when i saw you with my brother....i felt happy for you.....yet....i felt so alone.....that you didn't relize the tears i was crying.....Jarred.....remember.....i cannot ever be mad at you......Freya....you are always there for me when i need you....& yet.....i feel like im losing my friends.....im sure that you all are aware of this....but....i just feel so hopeless.....my grades are going down because i cannot see a certain person for a matter of days....my friends.....im sorry if you hate me in anyway.....im just really sad & unhappy right now....im sure that i will heal sooner or later......if not.....then all hope is lost for my own pathefic life....so take care my friends.....i love you all.... heart i hope you all will live in happiness with out my help.....im sure that im just a vermin in your way.....so ill just get out of your lifes.....i just think that i can't take more of this so called "life" anymore....
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 Mar Mar Ryusaki · Sat Sep 30, 2006 @ 04:42am · 0 Comments |
