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Chapter3
Haru woke up before Yui and all he could do is rub her head and look at her. He sat up not startling her so he could lean against the wall and just look at his love. He knew that he would have to leave her again but this time she knows how he feels about her. That he has never let her out of his heart and that he will be home again just for her and that she will always be his and that no one else can have her cause she’s everything to him she is his sun, moon, sky and most of all the stars to him. If he is taken away from her like that again with out her knowing that he will always be hers then he might just lose himself in depression or something else that might be ever worse.
“Yui don’t forget me and don’t forget what I told you cause if you do then you may be alone forever till you die. Yui I love you don’t forget that and I will always be here for you.”
He told her that while he rubbed her head. She squirmed a bit and rolled over facing Haru then she sat up and looked at him then crawled over to him and cuddled up to him while he wrapped his arms around her and held her close and she laid her head on his shoulder as he set his hand on her head.
“Haru I love you so much and all I want is for you to stay here forever and don’t leave ever again please stay with me and always be here for me and keep me safe, keep me away from the boys that want me. Make me yours and keep it that way so we can be family and have little tiny babies.”
Yui said holding tighter to Haru’s shirt. Haru looked at her smiling and laughed a bit.
“Yui that sounds great, but I don’t think I can stay here forever. I will be able to stay here for a year after I am done with this album. I could only come for the week but for that year I have off, we can do what ever we want too. We could get married or whatever you want, because I really love you. I want to be with you forever and I want to have you by my side and have a family with you well I guess what I’m saying is Yui will you marry me and keep me this way so I don’t want to lose anything else that will take away the time I have left as a human.”
Yui looked at him and smiled and then sat to where her entire body was facing him and then leaned in and grabbed hold of him then looked him in the eyes holding on to him.
“Haru what were you talking about when you said. “I don’t want to lose anything else that will take away the time I have left as a human.” Haru you’re scaring me.”
Yui said looking at him concerned. Haru looked at Yui with a sad look and said.
“Yui I’m so sorry for not telling you about this, Yui look at this”
He took out a photo and showed her the photo.
“Yui that’s me that’s what happened to me a month before my parents took me to the auditions that’s why I wasn’t at school for a few days and I want you to know that I am not really what I appear to be. I am cursed so when I get sick or hurt I turn into a wolf. I know that it hasn’t happened in a while but I know that if I have you with me I’ll be fine cause you’re the one that kept me happy and gave me love so now’s the time for me to give you something that I have always wanted to give with something special.”
He pulled her close to him and leaned in to give her a kiss and took one of her hands into his and placed the locket in her hand and then he placed his lips to hers taking his arms and wrapping them around her holding her close and not about to let her go. Yui never resisted his arms and his kiss instead, she kissed him back and melted in to his body wrapping her arms around him. Haru held Yui not letting go for a moment or two. He pulled his lips from hers to see her face that glowed like the North Star and a beautiful smile with the glittery eyes of hers. The last smile he saw from her looked exactly like the one he saw just now the light in her face that made him all fuzzy inside and made him smile so lovingly. The only person that ever saw this smile is Yui he never smiles like this for anyone else even his adoring fans have never seen this smile its only for the one and only Yui Matsumaru the girl he has ever and always will love so greatly and deeply that no one else knows how he feels. His love for her it spans across time and he will never want to give up his life for another he has given his life to get her the best and that’s what he wants is to give her everything that he can and that she wants.
“Haru”
Yui said in a soft sweet voice. Haru looked into her eyes
“What?” “Haru can you marry me now so we don’t have to wait its just going to make it worse on me. If you don’t it will be harder for me I have been away from you for so long and if you do then maybe just maybe I can feel safe again. I can go back to school and just stay away from guys tell them that I’m married I will find a way to keep them away. I know that you are way too protective of me its clear in the way you hold me, the way you are. Its all for me because you love me and I love you”
Yui moved away from Haru’s body a bit then went forward to his lips and their lips touched again kissing. Haru’s lips moved open a bit Yui’s followed his and then Yui slipped her tongue in to his mouth Haru did the same as they both started blushing and pulled them selves closer to each other holding each other tightly and not near the point of wanting to let go.
“Haru can we go right now and get married I’ll keep a secret. I won’t tell anyone not even my family and when you came back here. We can tell them please it would make me so happy and I need it so I can feel close to you all the time, I hate being away from you all the time lately. I couldn’t send you a letter. I couldn’t even leave the house to go see your Mom to ask her to send you a letter from me. I was trapped here in my own home because I was afraid to leave, afraid that he might be looking for me wanting to hurt me again. Haru if I marry you can take me away from here I want to be with you I want to have you with me. I want you to be the father of my children I want to have you near me forever.”
Yui justified with her eyes welling with tears looking at Haru. Her eyes now showing the pain she’s going through being away from him so long that it caused her to get raped and can’t leave her own home because of it.
“Yui stop please don’t cry I know you’ve been through so much, I know that you can’t let me go now you can’t let me be free from you, and I don’t want to be free from you you’re the one I want to have by me forever.”
He started getting teary-eyed looking into her eyes as her face starts getting wet from the tears that had just started falling down her cheeks. Haru lifted his hands from Yui’s back and wiped the tears from her face as he gently pulled her face to his and kissed her then separated their faces and told her.
“Yui I came here to take you with me for a little away from your house we can go to Fujiyama or we can just go to the park and have a picnic just the two of us no one else to be a bother to you. If anyone try’s to hurt you I’ll kick their asses. Then I’ll take you back here and then we can make dinner for your family or we could also just go out to a restraint and eat. All I want is to keep you happy for the time I’m here and give you something to smile about while I’m gone again for a few months. They can’t stop me from doing this but I just might if I can’t bear to leave you at all. Because if you can’t let me go then I will have to take you with me and tell Suji that, you are not able to stay here. Because your tired of being here with your family and you need some space from it all and then we could sleep in the same place cause there’s only one bed and a couch its Suji’s and he likes that spot he has he loves the couch.”
Haru laughed and look into Yui’s eyes the thought that if anyone else hurts her more then she’s already has had happen. To her makes him really want to keep her with him during the tour and recording and then he would ask her during one of his concerts he would ask her to marry him and then he could be happy as well as giving Yui everything in the world and a free trip with him.
“Haru, I love that idea lets go now let’s get out of this stuffy place please right now lets go now.”
As he sat, there on her bed while she looked for the right dress to wear for Haru when they go.
“Yui please you don’t have to look pretty for me, because all I see when I look at you is the most beautiful girl I have ever seen.”
He got up and walked up to her then placed his hands on her cheeks then squeezed them together so they pushed out her lips, and together they laughed.
“There’s the cute little one I fell in love with when we were younger.”
Haru said smiling happily at Yui and then Yui gently moved Haru’s hands from her face and looked into his eyes then moved closer to him grabbing hold of him and not letting go of him.
“Haru”
Yui said quietly snuggling into him closely.
“Yes what is it Yui I can tell you want something”
Haru snickered and loosened Yui’s grip on him and gazed into her lovely eyes that sparkled so.
Beautifully when she is happy and close to her Haru and she smiled and giggled.
“You got to leave the room I am going to change now”
Yui pushed Haru to the door, opened it for him, and then pushed him out nicely. “Yui why can I be in there with you” Haru whimpered standing outside Yui’s bedroom door.
“Haru” Tetsu’s voice mumbled and he walked up to Haru.
“What? What is it? Tetsu”
Haru replied confused a tiny bit looking right into to Tetsu’s face. Tetsu replied.
“You should just let her change alone you shouldn’t push her she needs time to get used to having you around again I know she loves you and you love her but you should wait till you can stay in there with her.”
“Haru looked blankly at Tetsu and smiled then walked away to the kitchen and got a drink. Tetsu watched as Haru when off to the kitchen and mumbled “ha Haru gets what he was asking for, but I guess Yui wants to surprise him with something anyways I should just ask if she is ok.” He walks up to Yui’s door then knocked on it.
“Yui can I come in please o- please?”
Tetsu startled Yui as she was slipping in to the dress and her mom had bought few weeks ago it was a beautiful dress, it was pinkish and it had little flowers on it in the most beautiful patterns all around it. Yui quickly got the dress on then went to her door and opened to for her brother.
“Tetsu what do you want?”
Yui asked him patiently wanting to finish getting ready before Haru sees her.
“Yui why are you not letting Haru stay in here with you?” he looked at her wondering.
“Well Tetsu you should know the reason you know remember the scar he left,” she said pointing to her stomach kind of trying to jog Tetsu’s memory.
“Oh that but Yui you should know that Haru won’t care about that because he loves you no matter what. Even if you are scared because of that evil person that says, he loves you. But doesn’t really because Haru is the only that really holds you closer then anything else even his fame and he is true to you and no one can take away his love for you, so even if you have a scar there it is ok.”
Tetsu smiled and walked out of her room and away to his room Yui finished getting ready with her hair pulling it back out of her face and putting it in a clip having hair-hanging down over it. As she started to put on some eyeliner Haru snuck in to her room with out her noticing that he was in there he just sat on her bed and waited for her to be done with her make-up even though he though she was the most beautiful girl ever without the make-up. As she finished and turned around and saw Haru sitting there she was kind of confused and then smiled and walked over to him and then lifted him up off her bed.
“Come on Haru lets go now please...”
Haru looked at his Princess and then kissed her cheek gently and announced to her.
“We are going now ok babe,” he said confidently not caring what her reaction would be. She turned red and looked at him happily with glittering eyes and a shining smile all for her love Haru.
“Haru I love you so much.”
Haru looked in to her glittering eyes and said
“Yui, I love you more than anyone else ever could because you are my sky my sun my moon and my love no matter what anyone else says you are mine. I am yours and I am always here for you to lean on forever and ever nothing will ever change that because we are one in the same nothing will take our love away from each other right?” she looked at him smiling and then nodded. “Right no one will ever do that to us because we belong together forever.”
Haru smiled then slipped behind her holding onto her slowly forwarding her to the door. Yui let Haru lead her to the Front door. Then she moved next to him and grabbed hold of his hand holding it tightly. As they walked down the street and to the park then Yui looked at him curiously.
“Haru what are we going to do when we get to the park?”
“Well we can A) just walk around or B) we can play like little kids again or C) we can just sit and watch the children and wish for some of our own.”
He said smiling and somewhat laughing. Yui smiled and slowly slipped away into her thoughts for the first time since Haru has been with her.
Wow I didn’t think that he would ever came back, and he did now I am happy the happiest I have ever been in years. Haru is home and he is here just for me and only me. Haru he smiles the same way he did when we were younger and his hands are so soft and always have been that way. The one thing I wish for is that he does not get mad when he sees the scar from that night I feel that if he does he will go crazy and want to kill Takahashi. If he does then I know that I will lose and I cannot have that because I would die if that happened.
“Haru….”
I said slipping back out of my thoughts looking at him.
“Yui what is it?”
He said looked into her eyes.
“Haru I want to show you something but it has to someplace that’s like a room or something”
She said in a quiet voice. He smiled and nodded his head taking them to a hotel and getting a room for a night. They went to the room and Haru let her in first then got in and shut the door locking it completely and fully so that no one can get in.
“Haru what kind of room is this?”
She asked and Haru answered.
“The best room in any hotel you can find the Presidential Suit”
He looked at her and smiled.
“Anything for my Yui”
He walked over to her and then held onto her for a while, while she smiled. -10 minutes later-
“Haru … I am going to show you what I said I had to… ok?”
Yui said somewhat worried at what he would do when he saw it. He replied
“Ok.”
Yui slowly and shyly removed her dress letting it fall to the floor showing the scar and her holding her hands together hoping he would not get mad.
“Yui what happened, how did you get that scar?”
Haru looked at her concerned even more than before when he came back to her.
“Haru it’s from when Takahashi raped me. I just had to show you because I know that if I didn’t and you saw it with out me telling you, you might be madder then you would be if I told it’s what Tetsu said.”
Yui said with tears falling down her face.
“Yui its ok I am glad you showed it to me before I found it because then I would have to kill him. Yui but you know what since we have this hole place to ourselves we can do what ever you want I’ll get some food up here and we can eat then we can watch some movies, cuddle, sleep, talk about the future we are going to have together you know anything that is of your interest.”
Haru said smiling and sitting down on the bed looking at Yui with all the affection anyone has ever shown her.
“Haru I am hungry can we eat now please?”
Yui asked still in her underwear sitting down in front of him resting her elbows on his knees and chin in her hands. Haru smiles and bends in to her face and kisses her cheek.
“Yui food is on its way I’ll call room service and you get your dress back on ok”
“Ok Haru”
As she got her dress off the floor he called room service and got the food while she got her dress on.
“Yui the food will be here soon after we eat what do you want to do?”
Haru asked wondering if she wanted to stay in the room for the of the day or go out then come back later.
“Haru… you think you could…… make me yours?”
Yui asked turning around so he can’t see her face getting reddish. Haru got up off the bed and walked over behind her, stood behind her and grabbed pulling her close.
“Yui I keep my promises and the promises I made to you are the most important and I want to keep all of them but that one will wait until we are married. Think about it Yui we can stay forever this way. I think that this good for now just holding onto one another is good you know, but I kind of know why you want to do that it’s what will make you feel like you haven’t let me down in your side of the promise …. You know it’s not your fault it happened not one bit if it is your fault. Yui you’re the only one in the world I live for and once we are married I will make sure you have everything we wanted and were planning before I left … back when I left I wanted to come back and tell you once more that I love you and ask to be mine but I thought you would get the hint from what I told you that day anyways it doesn’t matter now because I will never lose you.” Haru smiled turning her around to face him then pulled her close again.
 -tOkYo-GaLaXy- · Tue Aug 22, 2006 @ 05:52pm · 0 Comments |
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