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Kurt...im sorry. I don't love you at all like that. from 1-10 its a 0. And 0 isn't even on the chart. Im sorry...but you and I were never truly in love. And we never will be. Sure we might have had that feeling. But what about being physical? We could never have that. I have that now with Jon heart and I love him Kurt. Im falling in love with him the more I see him, when ever we kiss...im sorry if my words are hurting you...but you need to get over all this. We will never have a future...You belong in Washington...and I belong in Arizona...your JUST a friend...nothing more and could be less. We might loose contact...but what can we do about that? nothing. I dont consider falling 100% in LOVE with you. more like 50% because we had the connection of TELLING eachother EVERYTHING. But what about seeing...or showing how much we "loved" eachother. I just don't like/love you like that anymore. Im more happy then I EVER was Kurt...and I hope you realize that. Im starting to fall in love. Its been a week I know...but I guess being with a good guy like Jon...I have a reason to fall for him that soon. Im sorry Kurt...really I am. But you will never change. You had your chance with me but you ******** it up by liking other girls...like 6 of them! I only Wish I broke up with you sooner because If I could be as happy as I am now...then I would have done anything. Please dont ruin this for me. Because I found someone who cares for me...and who wouldn't TALK to me in THAT way. And I love him for that. I found someone....maybe its time for you to find someone...who knows. It could be a guy. don't get affended...but you never know. All I know is that NOTHING will come between Jon and I... heart