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so... this is how it is... this... is... TRUE PAIN... im not getting her back... i will never get her back... END OF STORY!... i mean... why would she want to come back to a guy that hurt her... why would she ever want me back... what reason does she have to ever love me again... she has none... but i still love her... and i wont stop loving her... and well... if shes happy with someone elese... im glad yet im torn... and if you read this... i want you to know... i love you... i love you so much... i hope to see you at "the spot"... you know where... i love you... Hatered incarnet... well... my pain keeps getting worse... its all my fault too... i feel... so... empty... because i know i cant be with her again... i screwed up for the last time... im so worthless... and i know noone can cheer me up... im such a ****** a hole... st... im back to curseing... oh **** well... as long as my kids dont learn these god damn words... im fine with this st... it makes my words... more... colorful... this is going to go bad for anyone that tries to mess with me... puts on mask anyone...

Posted by: Aindrias Wed Jun 28, 2006 @ 07:33pm

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Lonelygirl35
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Commented on: Wed Jun 28, 2006 @ 08:17pm


	wow kurt... thats very depressing... im suprised cause i rarely see you depressed...

Commented on: Wed Jun 28, 2006 @ 08:18pm


	im sorry that you think that...

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Commented on: Wed Jun 28, 2006 @ 08:18pm


	well i hope you feel better kurt

Commented on: Wed Jun 28, 2006 @ 08:19pm


	i wont... nikkies better without me... shes... happier...

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Lonelygirl35
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Commented on: Wed Jun 28, 2006 @ 08:20pm


	donnt say that kurt... i know you can make her happy

Commented on: Wed Jun 28, 2006 @ 08:21pm


	i bet that shes with someone elese right now... forgetting about me... shes over me... and im not over her... i wont be...

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Lonelygirl35
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Commented on: Wed Jun 28, 2006 @ 08:22pm


	kurt dont think like that...

Commented on: Wed Jun 28, 2006 @ 08:22pm


	i cant help it... it hurts...

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Lonelygirl35
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Commented on: Wed Jun 28, 2006 @ 08:23pm


	im sorry... well im gonna leave you to that... bye kurt... FEEL BETTER!!!

Commented on: Wed Jun 28, 2006 @ 08:23pm


	yea... thanks...

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Lonelygirl35
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Commented on: Wed Jun 28, 2006 @ 08:24pm


	oh and BTW, you look scary... bye

Commented on: Wed Jun 28, 2006 @ 08:24pm


	i know...

Aindrias
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Commented on: Wed Jun 28, 2006 @ 09:53pm


	looked at them talking then sat down behind the bush sighing

Commented on: Fri Jun 30, 2006 @ 09:59am


	heard a rustleing noise whos there?

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