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Today was my first phone call ever to 1Bonjour (unless i might have dialed rong number once) and i finally got to hear her voice...but in that short time we talked it got matched by silence...but after i got of the phone i felt like crying...idk why though...and my stomach hurt and everything...mabe it's because i was so nervous that i couldn't call her unless she told me to...i would dial the phone number...then let it beep then i would end it...i did this twice...and i was just so scared that i couldn't do it...but all i know is that when she said to call i did...not very easily though...it was hard...really hard...so hard that my hands were shaking and i couldn't breath...but it was done...and i did it...but it was weird when it was over...like i had gotten shot in the heart...so sad...yet so happy...yet so nervous...just let me crying crying cry crying crying ...thank you