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crying my life is always taking unexpected turns...some i can't explain...and some i can...i don't want 1Bonjour to be stuck inbetween me and someone else...i want her to make her decision...if she lets go of me i will understand...but i will cry...and i might cry so much that i start crying blood...and that has happened before...so that's the biggest turn that takes me back directly to where i started...i just wish that my path would go towards my destination...not away from it...it's like a maze...twisting and turning...dead ends, turn arounds, and the one path to the exit... crying but i don't think my exit will ever be reached...now all of my days are...LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGG days