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I sit on a park bench, feeding some birds some popcorn I had. I have no idea exactly where I am. I've just been wondering, hopping to find something else to shut Umbrella down. I've found nothing, but empty labs, if anything. They must know I'm on to them. I know somewhere Umbrella is doing something evil. I just wish I knew where. It drives me even more crazier than I've become, knowing Umbrella is porably getting away with something I could've stopped. My inner voice chimes in.

Inner Voice:"Yeah. Just like you stopped them from completely wiping out an entire city. Or how about the Spencer machine or the indecent with Marcus? Oh wait. You caused all that. None of this would've happened, if it wasn't for you. Wesker would even still be alive."

Queen Virus:"Shut up!!!!"

I scream so loud that the birds fly away in fear. Oh well. More popcorn for me. I try not do it often, but, sometimes, when I get stressed, I eat. Can you blame me? All the @#$% I've been going threw and there's a chance another corporation might be going after me as well as Umbrella. Or, maybe, James was right. Maybe, my sanity can't take anymore and I've lost it. Big time. Than that would mean I killed an innocent, which means I'm no better than Umbrella!

Inner Voice:"I could've told you that. Come on. The whole outbreak you caused. That's exactly something Umbrella would, if they were in you're shoes."

Queen Virus:"I thought I told you to shut up! You're not helping anything!"

I see a women. leaning against a tree. Just watching me. Or, maybe she's looking at something else. I can't really tell with her sunglasses on. Shes probaly waiting for someone. Boy this popcorn is salty. I get up and look for a place to get something to drink. Maybe something in the achoal category.

Inner Voice:"That's nice. Hide in a bottle while Umbrella is still out there."

Queen Virus:"I'm not hiding!"

Inner Voice:"So, since you can't find Umbrella, you're just going to drink them away."

Queen Virus:"I haven't drank in a while. Besides, I thought I told you to shut up."

Inner Voice:"I'm all you've got. Admit it."

Queen Virus:"You talk a lot of @#$%. I'll bet you wouldn't if you weren't hiding in my head."

Inner Voice:"I'm you're inner voice you #$%! Of course I'm in your head. You created me. Ever since you lost it back at Raccoon city. By the way, you have anger issues. You know that?"

Queen Virus:"If I created you than I can get rid of you."

I close my eyes for a while and than open them. I hear nothing for a while.

Inner Voice:"Still here."

I scream and run around. I bang my head against a tree.

Queen Virus:"Take that!"

I notice people looking at me.

Queen Virus:"May I help you?!"

They give me nervous looks and go about whatever they were doing before. Now, I really need a drink. Most importantly, it's obvious I need someone to talk to. To keep my inner voice shut. That is, if my "brilliant" idea didn't kill off whatever part of my brain controls my inner voice, which I dout. It's quite obvious that I won't be making any friends here at the park. I realize that the lady I saw earlier seems to be fallowing me and not making much effort to hide it. Maybe, it's just a couqedence and shes going the same way I am. I'm still surprised. You'd think, after the scene I made, she'd find a different way to go wherever she needed to go, just to avoid me. Either it didn't faze her or she has no choice. For some reason, I have mixed feelings about her. Its a combination between a good and a abd feeling. She walks right next to me. Well, it's obvious the park incident didn't faze her.

Lady:"Where are you heading?"

Queen Virus:"Do I know you?"

Lady:"No, but I sort of know you. You're Queen Virus. Aren't you?"

I stop and get into a fighting stance. She stops, but just stands there, unfazed.

Queen Virus:"Umbrella sent you! Didn't they?! Or are you another one of their rivals?!"

Lady:"I don't work for either. However, I was sent to find you."

Queen Virus:"By who?!"

Lady:"By someone you want to find you. In fact, you've probably been look for him or whoever."

I let my guard down.

Lady:"So, where are you heading?"

Queen Virus:"I'm just looking for a place to get a few drinks."

Lady:"Fallow me. Drinks are on me. You look like you could use a few."

Queen Virus:"You have no idea."

That good feeling I have about her increased. Anyone that buys ne drinks is ok in my book. Still. There is this bad feeling. I fallow her to a bar. We sit at a table and she orders us some drinks.

Queen Virus:"So, you obviously know who I am, but I don't know who you are."

Lady:"Ada. Ada Wong. You'll know more about me soon enough."

She takes off her sunglasses. She is beautiful, but she doesn't look like shes into girls.

Ada:"You're porably wondering who sent me to find you."

Queen Virus:"I've porably mentioned it. Yes."

Ada takes out a picture and slides it on the table, towards me. Its a picture of Wesker and I. I'm sitting on his lap, kissing his cheek. I remember having this picture taken. Annett took it. She thought it would be cute to have a picture of me, sitting on Wesker's lap. As soon as Annett said, "smile," I kissed Wesker on the cheek. You can tell by the look on his face that he wasn't expecting it, but where did Ada get this?

Queen Virus:"Where did you get this?"

Ada:"Wesker gave it to me. He's the one that sent me to find you."