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It's been a few days, since my last mission. I can't just go out and do the next mission I have plan. The Umbrella labs are underneath this city and I can't just cause an outbreak like I did in my first mission. Too many innocents would be in danger. They would be at risk of infection. I keep up to date by reading the city news paper and also in hope that Chris, Jill and the rest of their team that made it out alive had enough evidence to shut down Umbrella. Than, it wouldn't be necessary to even bother with the labs, but that wasn't the case. They did tell the papers, but Umbrella made it seem like they were crazy drug addicts and blamed them for the explosion. I had forgotten that Umbrella had some many connections. Plus, they are in charge of the S.T.A.R.S. All that hard work, everything I went threw was for nothing. Not to mention I have been hardly getting any sleep. I keep haveing night mirrors about what happened to Wesker. I also hear things and see things. I keep thinking I see Wesker. He calls out to me and, whenever I get close to him, he turns into this thing that reminds me of a female version of a Tyrant. Just has she attacks me, she disappears. Why does she seem so familiar? Why do i hate her so much? Maybe, it's because she seems to be getting in between me and Wesker, but for some reason, I get the feeling she not doing it to be a curel. For some reason, I feel like she is trying to help me. Yeah. Right. Thats what she wants me to think. She wants to take Wesker away from me! What am I saying? They're both illusions. I know this, but I get this feeling Wesker is trying to communicate with me and that Tyrant %&^*@ is interfering. That can't be. Wesker is dead. Than again, his body did mysteriously disappear. There is no way he could've survived that blow from the Tyrant and, even if he did, he'd be too weak to move fast enough to get out of the machine before it blew up. I've completely lost it. The combination of all I went threw and the lack of sleep would make anybody loose it. Lack of sleep is also the reason why I can't think of a plan. I need something to wake me up. I could get some coffee from the lobby. That would wake me up, but it would also make me barf. Dam cheap motels. At least the room is half way decent. I deiced to walk over to a near by dinner. I've been so wrapped up in thinking of ways to destroy Umbrella that I hardly ate. I need a nice, decent meal. Once outside,has I walk to the dinner, I watch the citizens walk and drive by and just do their thing. They have no idea whats going on beneath their city. They have no idea who I am. Why Wesker would inist I went under cover whenever I went out, I'll never know. Probably just a precaution. Actually, the whole undercover thing was Birkin's idea....Thats it! Birkin will know what to do! Now that his g-virus is complete, he doesn't need Umbrella anymore. I'll bet he knows of some self destruct thing that'll destroy the labs, but not Raccoon city and how operate it. Why didn't I think of this before? Esepicaly when I knew Birkin is still in the lab. I hope. And, if he is, Annett would be there with him. All three of us can destroy Umbrella with....I bump into someone.

Queen Virus:"I'm sorry."

It was Leon! I remember him from the train station! Of course, he doesn't remember me. Good thing too. That was an embarrassing moment.

Leon:"It's ok. Geez! You look like you haven't gotten any sleep in days."

Queen Virus:"I haven't. I've had a lot on my mind. I was just on my way to the dinner to see if I can get something that'll wake me up. Plus, I'm starving."

Leon:"I was just about to head over there too. Care to join me?"

I, of course, acted like I've never met him.

Queen Virus:"I'd love to, but I don't believe we've been properly introduced."

Leon:"Right. For some reason, I got this feeling I've seen you somewhere before. Anyway, I'm Leon. Whats your name?"

Queen Virus:"My name is...."

Should I tell him who I really am or not? The thought of what happened with Marcus popped into my head. Than, meeting up with Billy and the reason why it was better he went his own way. So his life wouldn't be in danger.

Queen Virus:"....Jessica."

Leon:"You must be tired. Seems like you almost forgot your own name."

Queen Virus:"Must be."

We head over to the dinner. Leon and I sit at a booth, across from each other. I decide to play stupid some more. Just to be on the safe side.

Queen Virus:"So, what brings you to Raccoon City?"

Leon:"I'm training to be a cop for the R.P.D."

Good for him. That means he pretty much got the job. Has I knew he would.

Queen Virus:"Neat."

Leon:"How about you?"

I almost choke on the pop I ordered.

Leon:"You ok?"

Queen Virus:"Yup. Just went down the wrong tube."

I never thought of what to tell him, if he asked what I was doing here. Obviously, he can't know why I'm really here. Maybe, me almost drown in my pop changed the subject....

Leon:"So, what brings you here?"

....or not.

Queen Virus:"I'm....visiting family."

Whew! that was close. Wounder if he brought it.

Leon:"Cool. I have family here too. In fact, I was pretty much raised here."

Queen Virus:"Interesting."

Good. He brought it and I don't feel that bad, because I was only half lying. Birkins and Annett are like family to me. The only family I have, now that Wesker is gone and Jupiter, if you count pets has family. Leon and I ate a talked. It felt so good not being alone again. I felt comfortable being with him. So much so that I almost slipped and told him things that would've blown my cover, but I manged to cover it up. Leon was non the wiser. He just kept giving me strange looks, but I think he figured I was really tired. Afterwards, he walks me to my room. He insisted.

Queen Virus:"I hope I'm not interfering with anything you have planed."

Leon:"Not at all. It's getting late and I want to make sure you get home safe."

Normally, I would've said that I can take care of myself, but I enjoyed Leon's company. Has we walked to the motel, I noticed an older man, sitting on a bench, talking to another older man. I assumed they knew each other.

Older Man:"It's really not as bad as it looks."

He shows the other older man his bandaged hand. Blood soaks threw it.

Older Man 2:"I don't care if it just nipped you. Rats don't just go up and bite people. You need to get that checked out."

Older Man:"I'll be fine."

Older Man 2:"You're so stubborn!"

I smell the t-virus and its coming from the older man that seems to have got bitten by a rat. That can't be. The Spencer Machine has been destroyed and Wesker told me that was the only place they did t-virus research. Seemed kind of weird to me when he first told me that, but I figured they did it so it would be more difficult for people to find out what they're really up to. Eventually, I arrive at my room with Leon.

Queen Virus:"Well, this is my place. I guess this good bye."

Leon:"I guess. I need to get some sleep and so do you."

Queen Virus:"Maybe, we'll meet again someday."

Leon:"I hope so."

For minute, he had that look in his eyes like he was thinking of making a move, but deiced not and left. Smart guy. I would've porably slapped him. Not that I wouldn't have enjoyed it, but just to give him the impression that I was intertsed. For his own good. Perhaps slapping would've been a bit much. To be honest, I wish he would've at least spent the night. Just to keep me company. Oh well. I fall asleep as soon as I hit the mattress. I sleep threw the whole night. No night mirrors or weird visions. Maybe, it was because I ate something decent or maybe, because I actauly talked to someone in what seemed like forever. Maybe, it was both. Either way, when I woke up, it was still dark out, but, when I looked at the calendar part of my watch, a few days had passed. Damn! I must've been tired! I gotta get going! I just hope Birkin and Annett are still at the lab. I, quickly, pack my things and head down to the front desk. Nobody is in the lounge. They must be all sleeping. I ring the bell for the clerk, but no one responds. I leave the money and a note on the desk, letting the clerk know what the money is for. Once outside, I smell the sent of the t-virus all around me. What?! And no one is outside ad no veichels are being driven. The ones that are actauly on the road look like they've been broken into or crashed. They only sounds I hear are the crackling of fire from what seemed like a bad car crash and the moaning of....zombies?!