Am I playing a selfless martyr for not wanting to talk to you while you're in Spain?
Or am I just so much more aware, realizing you wouldn't want to talk to me while you're away, anyway?
I don't even know when or why I decided I like you,
I don't really know how you took me by surprise,
But you're probably the only person that makes me feel curious and hopeful, and I'm not really sure why.
It seems pointless, but its also only two months.
I mean, do I have the confidence to ask you out on a date when you get home?
Could I even deal with that kind of rejection? lol
Probably not. This is why I'm doomed to be alone now, I'm too afraid of getting hurt.
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Missa Defunctorum
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