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Hey to all that knew I was gone for the Past five days! Well I'm back and really had an awsome time on the tall ship, it was soooo Epic XD
climbing the mast, doing my exam and becoming a junior sailer was cool along with lots more. We sang each night which was cool and played games as well, Plus the food was soooo deliciouse and I practically ate three square meals every day (i don't usually). I still feel wably from the trip so i'm moving around >< eep, but I mean i wish i was still there but glad to be home!

I'm so happy I am talking to my teddy, |t|h|o|u|g|h| |n|o|w| |I|'|m| |r|e|a|l|l|y| |s|a|d|... |a|n|d| |j|u|s|t| |w|a|n|t| |t|o| |g|o| |b|a|c|k| |t|o| |t|h|e| |s|h|i|p| |a|n|d| |j|u|s|t| |s|t|a|y| |t|h|e|r|e|... |fo|r| |I| |f|e|e|l| |I|'|v|e| |c|a|u|s|e|d| |a|n| |u|n| |h|a|p|p|y| |t|h|i|n|g|... |-|s|i|g|h|s|-| |I| |s|h|o|u|l|d| |h|a|v|e| |j|u|s|t| |s|u|f|f|e|r| |t|h|r|e|w| |m|y| |c|u|r|i|o|u|s|t|y| |a|n|d| |j|u|s|t| |w|a|i|t|e|d| |t|i|l|l| |i|t| |d|i|e|d| |o|f|f| |n|o| |m|a|t|t|e|r| |h|o|w| |l|o|n|g|.. |f|o|r| |a|g|a|i|n| |n|o|w| |I| |f|e|e|l| |I|'|v|e| |u|p|s|e|t|t|e|d| |m|y| |t|e|d|d|y|.

he left for about 7 minutes (I know I'm technical) and then just suddenly left before I could say good night and he didn't even say good night.. I could be just thinking it cause it was just tense and just something at home made it where he had to get off fast... but at this hour I wouldn't believe there be anything... -sighs- I just don't get why he tell me part of something and I would think he know I would get curiouse and want to know... I shouldn't have even made a big deal or a smaller big deal of it.. it just why bother telling me something at all like that when of course I'm gonna get curiouse and I will never be able to know because of certain things -sighs- oh well... I just hope i get to talk to him soon so I can apologize or something.


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/n/o/ /w/o/n/d/e/r/ /a/n/d/ /d/u/h/ /w/h/y/ /i/ /g/e/t/ /m/y/s/e/l/f/ /i/n/t/o/ /s/o/me/ /s/it/u/a/t/i/o/n/s/...