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it's the 23rd of august. so far high school is awesome. i have art class which is my favorite class of them all, i have a new friend,and i have 2 funny and awesome teachers. I've become more addicted to fairy tail(now in stage 3 which is still drawing the sign on my left arm but listening to the openings and endings all day long). and i love art class because we have an awesome teacher name ms. coangelo. she's nice, and epic at drawing. my hubby ronald goes to southwest dekalb also so now we're high school sweethearts. i hate spanish even more because i have a difficult teacher(probably because i have gifted and magnet classes*magnet means super smart(not believing the super smart part of me lol)*. anyways, my grandma is still crazy. recently, it has been so hard to keep myself under control(as if in i get horny, crazy, and turned up for no reason a lot more often) and i'm trying my best to keep myself together. i've wondered why now because i was never like this.eh, probably still going through changes still. oh well.......i'll probably be fine. anyways, i'm more attracted to ronald and i kinda developed a strange crush on kelvin(i don't know why but it came out of nowhere) i think my mind is trying to put me in a love triangle. so i have to fight my mind to let it go before it's too late and it gets more complicated. and i'm kinda sad that it has been 3 years since sky and i have never talked again. but if i even say anything to her, she'll cuss me out. i really miss my friend ellie. it's like we're becoming more and more distant and i don't want that. well, i'm glad i still have amber though. but now i have 3 more new friends(chris, the crazy but settled down rejected pimp and flirt/sarah, the pretty mexican girl that goes out with chris and is my best homie/ and jay, the sometimes mean but cool and sweet guy). but i still miss my old friends.*sighs* it feel really empty without having the people who use to care about you(actually i cry in my heart now) but i know things will get better besides it's like i say "a true warrior never quits". hmmm.........."a true warrior never quits" that's the qoute that i made up and i stick with that qoute til the end. til then see ya ^^
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