evrytime when she's near me i get all frustrated. it's the things she says. it's like she's my sister. they are alike it's scary. my stuff has been touched and all she can say is that what three or four year old would not touch anything. i just thought that i had to leave the office. i'm however done playing the needy adult. i maybe scared of others, but i managed in school. so as an adult i must make the decision to be the adult that i want to be. and stop putting them in hold like most people. my guardian makes my life miserable. she was never there when i need her, did not become my hero, left me in the dark most of the time, and most of all my feelings are always shot down. especially when i talk about them. now she wants to listen.........ultimate fail as a foster parent, guardian, and adopted mother. i refuse to call her mom. for she is not a mom to me.
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