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i really thought that the medicine was helping me, but it just made matters worse. the medication was used for people who has schizophrenia. i apparently don't have this. i have anti depressant pills and and now i don't have something for insomnia. no one in my family had to take medicine for their health. but if i try to move to anywhere i'll be normal. i'm not trying to have these problems. i am no battling my weight problems. there is nothing i can do to help me battle this. i hate my life. i can't even look at my sisters and brothers not think that i'm pathetic. who am i. and what happened to that ambitious little girl that wanted to prove them all wrong?