Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

well this is the first jounal of many i think
this journal im going to talk bout how i hate this guy for making me cry so many times im sure hes not aware of it in short to describe who i am im one of those people that says ill never let a boy get me down pretty mush ******** em but not this one he didnt hurt me physically he wasnt mean
infact he was perfect absolutly the best ever but the last day of school hes a senior im a fishy so he was going to graduate and go do some army stuff an this is a not he left me that makes me teary to think about but cry so bad when i read so im going to try hard not to cry while i type this
i know what your thinking "dont do it if its going to make you cry" but i have to to let it out

dear denise gomez aka. juanito (inside joke) i want you to know that it has been swell talking to youmostly all this year.i never thought id meet someone that is crazy and im glad that i did as a friend i hope you never give up on your dreams or just enjoy life all i can do or say is give you good luck and one last hug. i feel sad, and happy as i am leaving here with "excellent" memories JaJa oh wait english teehee nah jk lol. i hope that you do well in nixon that's if you move over there, and i'm sure you know that i had a crush for you right? but they told me that you would run away moving to another school you could say that i choosed to be your friend instead of loosing you -sigh- i know you were looking for a relation soi had to move on i never did just getting hugz from you was enough to make me happy , yep! i wasnt crazy lol or anything like other people but i hope your life goes great! dont screw up is my word to you
p.s. ima envy the guy you marry

so now im half smileing half crying cause i feel refreshed actually letting it out i dont know if he as thought of me since last year but i hope he has a good life though it would mean the world if i could see him again he messed up taking wat other people said and not actually trying what kinda of a man is that believe me if he had tried i would never have run away and i dont know i dont think he noticed but i was waiting, waiting for him to say something make a move and he never did i could have done so many things that last day of school tell he should have went for it but that last day of school when he came to may class i wanted to break down and cry right there but i hate crying infront of people so i just told him he made me cry and thats all thats how it ended