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numbness!!! I try to denie my missing of you my love for you of course i do. Because if i admit that then that will make me break down. Go crazy insane. So i wont admit any of that in vein. Cause if i do insanity is a lil insane for me to handle on top of handling everything else and everyone else. Everyone is turning on me in some way. But im here to still say im ok and will be fine and get through this hopefully. But sometimes i feel so numb inside it actually hurts to live. Ive never felt this before. But its starting now. I wonder if this is a sign of something eh its probably not but o well. I guess i have to just figure it out and be happy or something like that i guess. [img:ad3af098ad]http://i34.tinypic.com/25ibrjp.jpg[/img:ad3af098ad]

Posted by: Angry goth chick Tue Oct 27, 2009 @ 11:33pm

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