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I think im...going to stop all the sites that i go on...........im not happy....im depressed..............i got back together with Akuroku...my ex if you dont know...but im not sure that he loves me....REIZO SAD!!!! DX

I need to get a bf here... hahahaha........................................................................................................................................................................................................................i dont want to be a social person anymore.........i think im just going to stay in my room and never come out again.....maybe ending myu life would be better because i then wouldnt always have to feel like crap and feel like im only being used to ............turn someone on??? or make them laughed. im not loved and i have no friends....to scared to hurt myself..... and i seriously am blaming God for making me scared to die and for making me scared to hurt myself.......Thanks alot guys.....Good bye forever