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Hi Lucian....

I just wanted to apologize for always being a d**k to you...

especially how things ended like...2 weeks ago sometime at the end of July of 2010.

I don't expect you to forgive me. But I just wanted to let you know I'm sorry. I know it's easier to say it than to mean it...but I do mean it...

What I am about to type isn't supposed to sound mean though it might...
Sometimes I wish God never let us meet... If I wouldnt't have met you I would probably have not unleashed all this rage on you. Now you see how messed up I am.... How unstable I am. .....I was kind of glad what happen about that 2 weeks ago. I know I hurt you badly...especially when I called the day before telling you to stop crying...I'm such a heartless d**k I know. ...But now this way you will be happier...

You will forget about me and ...heal I suppose.... but trust me, ...you'll thank me later...

I doubt you will see this.... that's okay...nobody read's my journal anyways xD.

I'm sorry I put you through hell....

~ Always,

The Masochistic, Pesimistic, and Sadistic Demon Who Rots In Hell For All of Eternity.