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I haven't written a journal in a while, and probably wouldn't have if one of my friends wouldn't have written one thus reminding. So what has been happening in my summer? My internet is gay so i have to use my dad's laptop...and his flash is gay as hell so i can't play any games or go on half of the sites i go on. stare and i can't take care of my gaia fishies!!!!! and i love those little hermit kitties! besides that i feel like dancing and spending my day away at the pool. the summer is coming to an end and it's oddly depressing to me. i never thought i'd miss summer...all the lazy days, staying up all night and sleeping all day, talking to people that i've never been closer to (they know who they are), and maybe possibly starting new times for me...you know i've taken the summer to actually sit back and sort out who was my friend and who wasn't..who to trust too..cause in these days you can never just trust someone unless they put effort into proving that they are trustworthy. and that DOES count spilling other peoples secrets...i observe how they trust others and such and on and on. I've seen some of 'my guys' around at the pool and at the park and i've actually met some new guys...and just starting to notice that i haven' noticed others guys that are my friends...which reminds me of this one time in art class when 'some guy' gave me a cd in class. and this persons handwriting looked so much like someone i knew...and if they read this they finally need to know how thankful that they did that..i was close to deaming myself hideous and calling it a day....it was such s happy moment to see that maybe just maybe i wasn't as ugly as i was convincing myself i was. that 'certain guy' really helped me come out of this shell that i had set up for myself to keep my problems and doubts in...again i truly owe 'that certain guy' so much...i'd give the world to him if i could cause who knows where i would be if it weren't for that little thing...just the one...wow well i get off subject a lot don't i? well anyway plenty of guys and still guys to meet...but i need to start trading in my pool flippy-floppies for my gool 'ol drawn on converse and trading in my bikini for my pants and shirts and going back to half-assed work as usual. i can honestly say this is one of the best summers i've had. so now i cant wait to go back to school to see the people that i haven't gotten to see all summer. omg..i was watching america's got talent and some girl in the audience was just screaming just like a monkey 0-o xd that is priceless entertainment...so i geuss (hope) ill be updating this after my first week back to school... twisted