A few days ago Megan broke it off with me. She pulled the exact same line that Aaron used months ago. "I love you just not in the way you think." Fine. Whatever. If she wants to be friends then we can be friends.
I made a promise, however, to Aaron. If Megan ever broke up with me after I gave everything up that I would allow him to come back. Well he came back but I am going to live for myself.
This is where things get a little confusing I'm afraid. See, there's this other girl that I like. We call her Canada (because of Axis Powers Hetalia). She's simply amazing...she's...sweet. But she likes someone else. This person is confusing her; sending her mixed signals. Now, if I have my people right this other person has claimed to be straight.
Selfish me is going "yes!! I have a chance now" but me me is going "okay...don't say that I like Canada. It would ruin her chances."
And it doesn't help that Canada does have a boyfriend. I keep forgetting about him. I feel like such a heel....and who knows, maybe this is all just because I'm on the rebound from megan?
oh yes! Today I was hanging out with Megan and Canada. At one point I made a joke to Canada "Hey! Let's go make out!" She gave me a laugh and a "okay!!!" but megan spun on the spot and gave me a death glare
I'm very confused. This is the shortened version of things.
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