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i cant conrole it any longer.
i cant controle the pain and the bleeding.
i hate wat i have become and wat made me.....
i hate the fact u dont listen,
i hate how u refuse to understand.
y cant u just listen?
y cant u try to listen and try to talk to me calmy instead of screaming?
i hate it when u hurt me and i do nothing wrong.
i cant live anymore but i cant die.
i want to leave forever but i also want to stay.
u r in my mind and it hurts me horribly when i think of u...
i dont want this pain anymore i dont want to live........
i must die and i will just as soon as u push one more time.
once u push and shove that blade will go deeper into my heart,
til it has gone all the way through.
this is wat u made out of me and i hope u r satisfied with your results...