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Why do I care if I waste my life away? I really don't know why I care. Maybe because I don't wanna die a loser. But I am a loser. A lazy-a** loser. Nevermind. Maybe if I close my eyes tonight I'll die in my sleep. Hopefully.... crying Why am I so sad? I have a very blessed life! I'm getting fat so what? I can see eat whatever I want while some third countries don't even have bread and water. I have a roof over my heads....and the greatest man on earth as my boyfriend! And all I can do is feel sorry for myself. I'm so depressed right now I don't know what to do?