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i know i said it,
and i cant take it back.
there is a god.
hes just not there.
oh well.
im so numb
i dont even care.
i hate this.
i feel so apart from everything
everything is changeing
to ******** fast
just make it stop.
im so tired of it.
i dont feel anymore.. i think..
i dont even know.
i just want to smoke
and drink and cut
idk i want to do something that hurts me.
i just want to feel.
i stay the same,
while they change.
it makes me want to SCREAM


i have know one.
i need someone..
please..
im so alone...

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