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... Stupid worthless people... evil people... all they do is Hate... and make others hate them back! This is supposed to be a world of Love, not Hate. I don't get this world... a world of both Light and Darkness, Good and Evil, Love and Hate... how can a world have both? All they do is oppose each other!

... What side am I supposed to choose? I've always wanted the Light... but this part of me as you can plainly see chooses the Darkness from within, and it wants to be let out...

I want revenge... some how... I wish... part of me wishes... these... people... that torment others... with no regret... no mercy... and without good cause, if they should even be any... should all die... maybe not suffer forever, but at least suffer enough in some kind of Hell until they learn their lesson... and then maybe then someone would take pity on them and forgive them and they themselves will be worthy and good enough to finally be accepted in a place where they can relax with other people.

This world... why do we need it, if there's so many... horrible things in it? No matter what good things they may be, adding up all the bad things... is it really worth it?

No... I don't think it is... is it? What do we live here for? What is our purpose? Do we each have our own reason for living? Should their even be a reason for that?

Nothing makes any god damn sense, and no one is giving us any answers to our questions for things like this.

......................... this whole world is pathetic. Fine, call me pathetic and hate me too like everyone else... think I'm a weirdo and a freak.... it's you'll that I don't get... you wretched people...