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*sigh*
lotz of things seem to be going wrong lately.
i feel like crap.
yeah like really.
i have been miserable lately.
and everything that has been happening is all due to my stupid fault.
i cant do one thing right ever.
sometimes i really hate myself.

and then later on im gonna regret everything i ever said,
wish i didnt have a mouth sometimes, that way i cant screw over things.......

some words that shows how im feeling:
stressed, depressed, exhausted, sick, helplessness, deprived, guilty, anger, irritated, stupid, unhappy, lonely, and totally sorry.........
wish the feeling would go away. never felt this horrible before. crying
literally i think i cried like twice already.

(note to self, try to get over this fast)
sorry to whoever reads this. that is if anyone does.
just kinda sad so im ranting.