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Okay, if you happen to read this, N.C, i'm tired of this s**t. I don't know what you want any more. I don't know if you want me back and i'm tired of listening to your bullshit. You hold my hand, you say all these stupid things, but when i want to pend time with yo, you always have a goddamn excuse. Nathan, i'm sick of it. I'm sick of you. When i ask if you would like to call me, you always want to just talk on the ******** internet! I gets stupid, i hope i can go to LCI, i don't want anything to do with you any more. I thought you were the nicest guy, but now i can see through that, and yu're just like your ******** mother! You hate me and you only put up with me because i still talk to you. Well, you won't have to worry about that anymore. I'm probabaly moving either to the pass or ontario, the farther away from you i am the ******** better. There are other fish in the sea, and i've been sitting here, waiting for over two months for you to actually say something to me. I'm sick of you and your entire ******** family you're a terrible kisser, trust me, you'll never ever hold a girl friend. You want to know why? You listen to your mother like a good little boy. Grow some balls an dis-obey her for once in your life! Oh wait, you can't because you're more whipped than slave. What Katiee has is a relationship, you're not even going to meet her and i'll make sure of it because she'll laugh at me for thinking that i wanted someone like you! You don't know how to handle someone and you never will, you're so ******** sheltered. Reguardless of what you say, i know that it's all false and empty words. Nathan Charge, i'm sick of you, and i never even want to make eye contact with your ugly face ever again! I'm tired of waiting and dwelling on the past. I'm following Brianna's, My mom's and Zach H. 's advice, there are other fish in the sea and you are not one of them, you're like the creatures that dwell on the bottom of the ocean. Oh, and one more thing. Out of all the people in the world, why do you think my cousin is hot? Why do you think Syndey is hot? I'm tired of throwing myself at you when all you do is kick at me when i'm down. I'm always the rebound girl, always second best, always the last resort. Always, always, ALWAYS! I don't know what i have done for me to be treated like this, i try to walk with you and Michaela, but i look beside me, and you two aren't there, you're way the hell infront of me, locked up in your guys own little world. I try to strike up a conversation and it takes me six bloody tries. So, i'm finished, and things are going to get a hell of alot more complicated and difficult, you just lost one of the most loyal friends that you could have, and quite frankly, that's a good thing. I mean, Nathan, i was crazy about you, but now, after i've seen what damage you can do to somebody, i just don't know anymore, and it seems that you really don't give a damn about me, so, bye, have a nice ******** life, Nathan.
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