I don't know if my boyfriend even wants me anymore. Yesterday, he gave me a kiss, but it didn't have anything in it, and it felt like it was an obligation.Then on tuesday, i had to make him give me a good bye kiss. If he doesn't want me, he just needs to say so instead of making me wriggle like a sick worm on a hook.
I'm sorry, but i'm about to call it quits on everything. I'm tired of it all, trying to do good in school, trying to keep my boyfriend from hating me, trying to tell one kid to back off from me, trying to keep my mood up because of dieing relatives. Oh god, help me, someone, i don't know what i'm going to do, i want to just end it all, just so my heart will stop hurting.
