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My own little Lullaby.
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I cut myself hard,
I cut myself deep.
I cut myself,
And let the blood seep.


I swore it wasn't my choice,
I swore I was not lying,
but I see you aren't buying.


I cut myself hard,
I cut myself deep.
I cut myself,
And let the blood seep.


You started to get angry,
You started to get sad.
You said tell the truth,
I said I fell.
You nod,
And hit me with the wooden rod.


I cut myself hard,
I cut myself deep.
I cut myself,
and let the blood seep.


I screamed in pain,
I swore I was completely sain!
You hit me again and said to stop lying,
I started crying.


I cut myself hard,
i cut myself deep.
I cut myself,
and let the blood seep.


Tears rolled down my cheek,
And I started to freak.
I screamed and screamed,
I screamed some more.
You took a rope and tied me to the floor.


I cut myself hard,
I cut myself deep.
I cut myself,
And let the blood seep.


You yelled shut up,
You yelled stop lying.
I yelled back,
and continued crying.


I cut myself hard,
I cut myself deep.
I cut myself,
and let the blood seep.


You tied the ropes tighter,
And breath I could not.
I passed out without another thought.


I cut myself hard,
I cut myself deep.
I cut myself,
And let the blood seep.


I awoke in a white room in a bed.
I screamed and tried to break free.
I almost busted my knee.
I was tied up good,
Broken free I would, if only I could.


I cut myself hard,
I cut myself deep.
I cut myself,
And let the blood seep.


I felt a shock and yelped in pain.
I heard your voice come from the ceiling and say,
You're completely insane.


I cut myself hard,
i cut myself deep.
I cut myself,
and let the blood seep.


I screamed I was not,
And freed I was.
If only it were that simple.
I saw a blade,
I very sharp blade on the other side of the room.
I ran to it and pulled it across my wrist,
and I watched the room fade.


I cut myself hard,
I cut myself deep.
I cut myself,
And let the blood seep.


Your voice came again, and I hear you say,
We are done here for the day.
I tried to get up,
I tried to move,
But the room was still blurry.


I cut myself hard,
I cut myself deep.
I cut myself
and let the blood seep.


I tried to scream in pain,
But it seemed hopeless.
I saw the door open,
But I was to sore to move.
I saw your face smile at mine,
I swore I would get you back.


I cut myself hard,
I cut myself deep.
I cut myself
and let the blood seep.


You left the room with a sigh,
And I heard you say, Oh my.
You turned to me and and shook your head,
I trusted you, Enough said.
You turned away and closed the door,
I cried and screamed,
but you were there no more.


I cut myself hard,
I cut myself deep.
I cut myself,
and let the blood seep.


Alone I lie,
It seemed all I could do now was cry.
I stared into the dark,
then a glimps of metal caught my eye.
I crawled across the room and picked up this peice of metal.
I cut myself again,
then let it settle.


I cut myself hard,
I cut myself deep,
I cut myself,
And let the blood seep.


I got up and cut my leg,
I will not beg again.
I cut my arm, and then my chest,
It was a cutting fest.


I cut myself hard,
I cut myself deep.
I cut myself,
And let the blood seep.


The next morning you came in,
A blood puddle you saw.
Then you were quite suddle.
A body lie on the floor,
Yes, I was sore.
I let a tear fall out as you stared into my eyes,
I heard many people let out many sighs.
The last thing I heard was a word from you,
Finally you said,
Finally your dead.


I cut myself hard,
i cut myself deep.
I cut myself
and I put myself to sleep.. heart





 
 
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