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three lessons i learned... okay.. yesterday... i went to my whacked out teacher's house along with 5 more people... and when we got there.. it was what i least expected.. lol... there was Humphrey.. (i don't call him teacher by the way) and his co-staffers when they were doing their high school newspaper back then... they had an all-night drinking session.. lol... but then, he cleaned the place up, his buddies left and we got started... he closed the lights... and played a song... it was some gothic song... i laughed, since i was waiting for the lyrics.. the song finished, without any lyrics.. lol. there was just the melodic voice of the woman who ended up screaming at the last part of the song.. and she said one line at the chorus... i guess it was "why did you leave me behind?" he made us write an article, about how we felt about the song, what we think of it, etc.. for just 5 minutes... then he played the next song... it was a Tagalog song entitled. "Kwentuhan" well, translation: kwentuhan is chatting, conversing it was an up-beat song... but if you listened carefully to what he was saying it was about a guy who can't sum up all his courage to tell the girl how he feels... so, with all his desperation, he just clung to the 'kwentuhan' thing.... he was contented by just conversing or chatting with the girl.. then again, he made us write something.... for 5 minutes.. the last song, was Best I'll ever Be by sister hazel.. and all of us almost cried.. it was a beautiful song.. full of honesty.. then he made us write again.. for 5 mins.. when he got all our papers, he said.. "Do you guys have any idea why i'm doing this?" He asked. "Well, there's 3 lessons i want you to learn today... First, for the first song... 'How to listen to something that says nothing... You listen by heart... The second song... With something as simple as kwentuhan, you can get something from it... simple thing that satisfy... and though the song was up beat it wasn't happy.. so not everything that sounds happy, is really happy... And the third song... I say, in everything that you write... Honesty.. It's what gets people to relate... You found it easy to relate to the song since it was very honest... same as when you write... What i've thought you today, will be useful not only in the pres cons but even in real life..." well, i'm not sure if those were his exact words.. but i was glad... oh yeah, if you wanna know, we call his house, the batcave.. we go like, "Humphrey, to the bat cave!!!" so yeah, that's all i've got to say.. xd

Posted by: janyolski Tue Aug 19, 2008 @ 05:43am

Yes. I've been here since '07. lol

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Commented on: Tue Aug 19, 2008 @ 05:58am


	I know the song by sister hazel... it's so saaad emo

Commented on: Tue Aug 19, 2008 @ 06:00am


	yeah.. i know.. i have it on my phone now.. lol.. i'm addicted.. emo do you know the story behind that song??

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Commented on: Tue Aug 19, 2008 @ 06:08am


	Nope... I just heard it on the radio a few times ^^ do you? I haven't really 'absorbed' the song yet...

Commented on: Tue Aug 19, 2008 @ 06:16am


	well.. the lead singer.. was a priest.. well not really a priest yet.. but he was taking up the course.. and he loved this girl from his high school.. they met again.. they fell in love.. he left priesthood.. and the woman got diagnosed with cancer... but they still got married.. and you know the end.. she died.. of course... emo

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Commented on: Tue Aug 19, 2008 @ 10:14am


	Awwww >< did he go back to priesthood?

Commented on: Tue Aug 19, 2008 @ 10:41am


	nahh.. instead.. he formed a band.. lol.. hazel was the name of the girl.. i dunno why they associated it with sister.. but anyways... there really will be a time in your life.. that you'd meet somebody who will make your world turn the other way.. make you change for the better... really... haaaayyyy....

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Commented on: Tue Aug 19, 2008 @ 11:16am


	Hmm, I'm sensing restlessness here... I'm sure not everyone will find someone... or else it would be a perfect world o_O so maybe, if I don't find someone, that someone went to someone else, and that someone else, would have a happy life, because of me.... hmmm... +___+

Commented on: Tue Aug 19, 2008 @ 11:19am


	well not really.. you see... when i said that someone.. it doesn't really mean that she'll/he'll be the one you'd be living your life with forever... so they will change you... but that doesn't they will be with you forever... hmmm...

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Commented on: Tue Aug 19, 2008 @ 11:36am


	still, what if... just a what if... you stay the same, burning inside because you didn't have that non-lasting moment that would change you... I'm sure there are people with dull lives.... sad

Commented on: Tue Aug 19, 2008 @ 11:42am


	well. i can't really tell.. you know.. everyone has a different story than the other.. maybe.. if they turned out like that.. they let the opportunity pass.. and they are soo stupid to let that happen..

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Commented on: Tue Aug 19, 2008 @ 11:46am


	ugh, I wish love with one person didn't exist... just pure love... okay, that didn't make sense ><"

Commented on: Tue Aug 19, 2008 @ 11:48am


	lol.. yeah it didn't.. wel... you nkow i have fun talking about these things.. really.. when i get to share my view point to somebody.. i never get to do this with my friends really.. since all they really care about is dota and women.. and i'm glad i have you...

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Commented on: Tue Aug 19, 2008 @ 12:05pm


	Thank you very much... ...whenever we talk, I feel so loved, even my saddest of mood swings could become happy ^^ I know how it is.. having friends of the same gender is sometimes sickening... I get tired of my friends too XD sometimes I don't talk when my head is hot, because I have a temper and they're just too noisy it pisses me off crying aahh, I guess you know I have a temper now... haha.

Commented on: Tue Aug 19, 2008 @ 12:09pm


	lol.. don't be.. or i'll take my shirt off and dance while doing a walkathon... from here to makati.. lol.. or i'll just have a 5 minute crash course on how to be a ninja and jump on roofs or something.. i don't know.. i'm just saying stupid things on my mind.. i just don't want you having a temper...

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Commented on: Tue Aug 19, 2008 @ 12:17pm


	Well, it's hard when it's too noisy crying I think I'm anemic... I get dizzy a lot... even after just thirty minutes on the treadmill... I feel like the world is still spinning after... and combined with noise... I can't take it... so I keep quiet instead of might having to say something harsh ><

Commented on: Tue Aug 19, 2008 @ 12:29pm


	hmm.. well if you are angry.. or pissed.. pour it all out on me.. i would accept it.. and i would comfort you also.. that is after all my job right??

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Commented on: Tue Aug 19, 2008 @ 12:53pm


	Haha... I wouldn't dare do that... even if I were paying you for it... I can't see you hurt... or else I panic like hell!!! You know me right? I always panic if I might've offended you xd

Commented on: Tue Aug 19, 2008 @ 12:55pm


	lol.. don't worry... i would take it.. i'm used to it.. don't worry.. pour it all on me..

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Commented on: Wed Aug 20, 2008 @ 07:38am


	no... don't you see, you're not supposed to be used to it... don't let people do these things to you crying -hugs- not even me... you don't deserve it...

Commented on: Wed Aug 20, 2008 @ 10:19am


	don't worry.. sad i chose this.. you don't have o worry.. and as mina said to dracula... i want to see what you see.. hear what you hear.. and love what you love.... and well... i want to know what you feel.. and this way.. i don't feel that were miles apart... emo xd well this is true, i just can't believe that i'm saying this...

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Commented on: Wed Aug 20, 2008 @ 11:54am


	That was sweet heart both of us do know that we're far apart... and I'd be telling lies if I said it wouldn't make a difference... but that doesn't mean we can't still be best friends, right? =)

Commented on: Wed Aug 20, 2008 @ 11:57am


	yeah.. distance... it's nothing but just a bulk of space.. so yeah.. i'm the type that always wants to know everything... and sorry if i get annoying sometimes.. lol..

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Commented on: Wed Aug 20, 2008 @ 12:19pm


	You're not annoying, trust me ^^ Your so called 'annoyance'; I love :]

Commented on: Wed Aug 20, 2008 @ 12:24pm


	xd so.. going back... you promise to pour out everything on me? and not leave even a tiny drop inside.. since.. i think that'll make you feel better. especially when you have vms...

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Commented on: Wed Aug 20, 2008 @ 12:34pm


	pour everything out... hmm, maybe not yet.. I just got out of the shower and I feel so refreshed and all, I don't want my face to get sticky with tears again... but thank you, I appreciate it a lot that you're asking me about how I feel...

Commented on: Wed Aug 20, 2008 @ 12:49pm


	xd okay.. for the sake of being fresh... =hugs= what time are you going to eat??

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Commented on: Wed Aug 20, 2008 @ 01:08pm


	UGH. I don't even feel like eating... but I'll eat... later. I think my brother's cooking today... yay! haha blaugh

Commented on: Wed Aug 20, 2008 @ 01:12pm


	neutral you know i don't like it when you don't eat... i just ate dinner tonight since i didn't have anything for lunch.. lol.. but anyways.. i don't like you missing dinner.. since you don't have lunch... imma getting worried.. ya know?

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Commented on: Wed Aug 20, 2008 @ 01:23pm


	I had snacks! gonk and I fell asleep, when I fall asleep, I lose my appetite... anyway, Promise. I'll eat dinner 3nodding pinkie swear mrgreen -holds out pinkie-

Commented on: Wed Aug 20, 2008 @ 01:27pm


	stare eww... xd well.. aww.. what the heck.. =holds out pinkie= stare ugh gross girly thing... rolleyes

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Commented on: Wed Aug 20, 2008 @ 01:54pm


	LMAO xd fine!!! fine!!! -takes pinkie back- Spit hand shake then? haha, that's what the guys do! xd

Commented on: Wed Aug 20, 2008 @ 01:58pm


	nahh.. no thanks.. only uncivilized people do that.. rolleyes lol.. but if it'll be with ou then it's okay!!!!!!!! =spits the shakes pinkie= or was it =shakes pinkie then spits= ???

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Commented on: Wed Aug 20, 2008 @ 02:02pm


	It's 'spit on hand then shake!' hahaha xd mind block?!

Commented on: Thu Aug 21, 2008 @ 05:07am


	xd mind block?? or mental block?? xd =hugs= i want to eat joo......... =glomps=

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Commented on: Thu Aug 21, 2008 @ 10:44am


	mind block? mental block? >< which one is it?! ahhh I'm having whatever it is right nowweee xd ! ahhh! vampire!!! eeee.!!!

Commented on: Thu Aug 21, 2008 @ 10:56am


	twisted crying rolleyes neutral sweatdrop xp emoticons. you just gotta love em.. =continues eating..= you... are .... too.... delicious.... twisted

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Commented on: Thu Aug 21, 2008 @ 10:59am


	eee! helllppp meee crying !!! MANIAC!!! -tries to push you away-

Commented on: Sun Aug 31, 2008 @ 10:37am


	twisted okay.. okay.. =stops= i'm full already.. xd

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Commented on: Wed Sep 10, 2008 @ 02:53pm


	>< o_o that's it? where's the action?! gonk XD

Commented on: Fri Sep 12, 2008 @ 11:11am


	eek you're that desperate?? gawd... i think i know a different mansha.. xd desperate woman here!!!!!!!

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