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So, last night my stepdad at random decided to yell at everyone for no reason, like he occaissionally does. it was the usual, "nobody's doing anything, you kids are all lazy, selfish, ungratefull brats, especially zack (me) who didn't pass his GED, wasted $50.00!" and my usual responce of "that's bullshit, ******** you!"

i later wrote a not and left it on the fridge, saying that i know they just want me to be successfull and happy, but that i already have everything set, and that i told them so several times already. i reminded them of all the details, how i got a place to stay and a place to work, and even a ride to where this all is! told them that i want them to ******** trust and believe me. from my point of view i was very polite and respectfull, as much as possibly could eb without having to give any ground. and why should i!? give me one good reason!

mom read it and came into my room at 2:00 am. first thing she said to me was that i was extremely rude. i told her i could have been way ruder than that, cause icould have gone on about how i only ever hear about what i did wrong, never when they are proud of me. i'm ignored until they need someone to point the finger at. and she starts going on about how she just wants me to be happy, an don't count your chickens before they hatch.... i'm there thinking, "did she even ******** read it!?" and kept telling her "it says right there that I AM successfull and happy, it's all secured!" she simply won't listen. and i tell her again, to just believe me. she said it's not that she doesn't believe me but don't count your chickens before they hatch. "i don't see any money, it's not in your hands yet." and i was sick of it. but ******** it. justteh rest of the summer to go and i'll be gone. my folks are narrow-minded negligent idiots and i can't change that about them. whatever.