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the life of a jester is nothing to flaunt
love, sex, and no drugs
yea so. giving up something that means alot to you is a really hard thing to do.

i guess i was just viewing it the wrong way...

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maybe i shouldn't use it as a medical pack....to fix a wound he didnt put there....

its kind of sad to be honest...

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a wound i thought he had the certification to fix, that i guess can never be fixed.

a bloody gash no tourniquet can block

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god was i stupid....i was so stupid...

i thought that if i found someone to stop it the pain thats been there for so long would go away, but i never will. ever. i will have this burden for the rest of my life...maybe i was in denial before, thinking that if i did that it would go away, and i wouldn't cry anymore, my doctor would prescribe medicine for that to he would wipe it all away.

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DON'T PEOPLE AT THE VATICAN SAY YOU DESERVE A SECOND CHANCE!?!? WHERE THE ******** IS MINE!!!!! I SEE NO GOD COMING TO MY RESCUE!!! I SEE NO HAND FROM ABOVE!!!

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...what does it matter. and ******** YOU if your some GOD LOVING FREAK who doesn't like my ******** journal. don't read the GOD DAMN thing if you don't like it. i'm not in the mood for your s**t, or better yet, prey and hope god SMITES me. then i'll post again, and laugh in your ******** face.

anyways...


i was wrong. i am forever damned, and its not even my ******** fault. all i did was wait for someone...thats all i did!...god ******** this...i'll just cope with the fact that i'll burn forever, hiding behind a broken mirror from the world.

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peace out...





 
 
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