My weekend
i was loved and made love too
i was kissed and carrassed
i was hugged and squeezed
licking bitter sweet sweat off shivering flesh
i was cuddled and lulled
I was god
This weekend i felt the embrace of real love
True love
Not feeling uncertainty, or even remorse for my actions
Trusting him not to abandon me the next day, knowing that such a fear actually belonged to another
a mesh of sweaty bodies clashing and tender i love you's too keep the pain away
God.. i was so foolish. every second without him made me a fool...i really was a jester.
To prove this is no ruse.. i want no longer to be a jester. I'm resigning.
I want to just be a person now, without such a name to burden me.
He keeps all of my pain at bay.. my only dose of sanity left in this realm of confusion.
Through all of the pain and sadness, he is my everything.
I owe him everything.
this real love.. has totally transformed me. I'm no longer always stressed out, I'm free.. free of gin's bitter hold.
I hope we never come apart.
I hope this lovely slice of peace in my life never leaves and he kisses every tear i have away forever
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART BEN
