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“I don't mean to sound bitter, cold, or cruel, but I am, so that's how it comes out.”
It's the little things...
That always keep us down.


There was a point in time, where big, popular regulars, who see themselves as a gift to the masses, would partake in an act of sheer bravery and guts. They would "go slumming". Visiting other, less respected forums, and post inconsequential nonsense, merely as an act of bravado and glory. This would be their call, their way of letting the general masses touch them, see them, beg for their gleaming sweat and golden urine of life. Then, after travelling abroad, they would quickly run back to their home forums, to once again be revered and loved by all. Back to their thrones of power.

Notice how this doesn't happen anymore?

Gaia has grown too large for these once lauded and beloved users to maintain their image outside of their select forums.

Anyone who has acheived a modicum of popularity on Gaia has done this. Even, although some may refuse to believe, some moderators. I would name names, but I prefer letting the guilty look at themselves long and hard, as opposed to them getting caught up in defensiveness.

Now, moderating is a hard job. I won't s**t you on this. It does nothing but discredit me to lie to you. Moderating is ******** hard. Especially when people you respect are called into question. It's a nearly thankless, painful, antagonistic existence. It wears you down, like sandpaper on your soul. It causes you to do things and say things you don't want to.

I'm going to be blunt here. This may very well lead to me not being able to moderate anymore. This may prevent me from becoming a moderator again. I don't care. The truth, at any cost.

Yes, you get power. Big ******** s**t. Let me clue you into a harsh fact. People with power lie to you. People with power abuse you. People with power abuse their power. Peope with power do not respect you.

Of course, you never gave them any good reason to respect you, now did you? You created forums on Gaia where people are abused degraded, and morally raped. You turned the personals, a place for finding friends and companions, into the largest cesspool in Gaia history. You made it a s**t-factory, churning out nothing but cybersex solicitations and pornography sales. You made chatterbox the most loathed forum on Gaia for many of the same reasons. Now, it's turning GD into a rampant ********, with perversions as far as the eye can see.

********

That's a quick snippet of what I saw on the first page of GD with 2 refreshes.

Late at night, with less people on.

That's what chatterbox used to look like.

These are the slums of Gaia. Thousands of people, millions of threads, tens of millions of posts.

Now, you're saying to yourself; "But, we already know this, Twistex.. Tell us something new you lazy ********."

Okay, you want new? Who's to blame for all this? Why do certain parts of Gaia systematically decay and degenerate? Are the mods not doing their jobs? Are users not reporting this? Why do we let this s**t slide by?

There are many answers to these questions, kiddo. I've got a few that msot people don't.

This happens because ******** ignorant bastards see gaia as their personal semen receptacle. The masturbate all over their goddamn keyboards, and then dump this bile, this filth, this waste, these boils of putrid pus all over GD, Chatterbox, ED, C&T, Barton town, anywhere their mouse cursor lands.

But you already know this.

In the next couple of entries, I'm going to go into this a little further, and take you down these back alleys and sidestreets of Gaia. You're going to see all the nasty, ******** s**t you never wanted to see, and didn't know was out there. If I'm going to be internet popular, internet sexy, I might as well use it to show you exactly what kind of game you're playing.

So, hold on, because I'm going to take you slumming.


Twistex
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  • User Comments: [7]
    You post early....
    Sounds like Gaia's s**t is getting to you. There are reasons I don't leave Q&A, minishops and my few visits to C&T, and PAF. There is a lot of garbage out there and I'm sure as soon as a mod removes it the poster goes apeshit. I find Gaia to be a bit to OK with a lot of things, Ive reported things that are apparently OK but I find them to not be, I've fretted at 3 in the mornig because there are so few mods on to handle the s**t that is going on. Hell Im not a mod but Ive gotten my rude AIMs from hypocrytical kids that are probably only bitching at me cause I told them the rules.
    Im not that old of a Gaian, only 2 years or less but there is a lot of crap that should be deleted. So much that I had to find my havens. I never enter the chatterbox unless it is ONE thread, life issues is pathetic, should be removed and a big sign pointing up that says "CALL A PROFESSIONAL OR GOOGLE IT" ED is just the chatterbox, GD seems like the last stand for literate people who like discussions.

    Arnt you going to miss modtools? I just got them for my roomies bf2 forum and I love it! moving posts, deleting spam, but then again it is a much, much, much smaller forum.

    So tell us Twisty... whats gonna happen to it all?

    sad You could have thanked my mule for the art.....

    comment Vireochan · Community Member · Tue Aug 09, 2005 @ 01:49pm
    Remind me not to read your journal while eating breakfast. *Shivers*

    Perhaps you risk using your own notoriety to boost the shock factor. God knows I respect you, twistex- but if you would rather take a mental dump in your journal than keep your moderator tools and jaded but fun loving outlook with which you had a modicum of a chance to make a change; then my respect for you will suffer.

    Look, we all know you're bitter and cold. You've made that abundantly clear. But there comes a time when you have to decide if you care enough to keep plugging away or if you give in. If you give in- must you take everyone and everything with you?

    I'm sure you have reasons. And I know, at times, when writing, one is driven by the words less than motivation... but I implore you not to give in. You're not going to accomplish anything here other than spreading the horror to people who love and respect you. There are more constructive ways to call out.

    comment Anathema Device · Community Member · Tue Aug 09, 2005 @ 05:09pm
    Anathema, your concern is well noted.. But.. You might want to wait and see what I have up my sleeve before making judgement calls on what I'm doing. The only reason I've added that afternote is because people aren't going to like what I ahve to say. I've been wanting to say these things for a long time now. Not having mod status enables me to say them. I'm not risking my mod tools, because I don't have them. I'm not risking geting them back because I'm going to break rules or do something that the admins have asked me not to. I am, however, going to say what I feel needs to be said, and I'm going to show people the forums they don't visit, the people they don't talk to.

    Now, by doing this, certain people will not be happy with me. These people already don't like me. They may see this as me being a arrogant, useless b*****d. They may think it's me trying to be "cute". They may think christmas is in ******** july for all I know. These people also know exactly who they are. They may try and keep me from becoming a mod again. They may try and get this and following entries removed. They may try and get me banned.

    I'm only going to tell the truth. I'm not going to break rules. I'm not going to be self-destructive. I'm not going to name-names and tell all the things I'm not supposed to tell. I'm only going to tell the truth.

    In fact, your whole post is disheartenenly bleak and grim. What the ******** do you think I'm doing with only a preface of the journey to come? Dear christ.. I know people love to read into s**t, but this is depressing. Screw this.. i'm removing the damn notation on the bottom.

    comment Twistex · Community Member · Tue Aug 09, 2005 @ 05:30pm
    I couldn't have replied all sunshine and roses to your entry without risking the assylum. Don't give me s**t for being concerned, twist. If you exercise your right to express yourself, others are going to do the same. And you damn well know this.

    Perhaps you'd rather I sit back and laugh without concern.

    I apologize for reading anything in to your rather well expressed plans to expose the underbelly of Gaia.

    However, I do not apologize for my attempt to provide a contrast to said plans. It would be incredibly lax of me not to.

    comment Anathema Device · Community Member · Tue Aug 09, 2005 @ 05:54pm
    I'm not giving you s**t for being concerned. I'm giving you s**t for thinking I'm trying to get kicked off gaia, and I'm trying to take everyone out with me. I'm giving you s**t because you seem to think that if I was going to leave, my best course of action would be to piss away everything, take down everyone, and generally be a ******** about it. That this is all me taking a mental s**t in my journal, not something I've wanted to do for ages. I'm giving you s**t for making assumptions about what I'm thinking, why I'm doing this, and what I'm doing, when I've only just begun.

    comment Twistex · Community Member · Tue Aug 09, 2005 @ 06:06pm
    I don't think you're trying to go out with a bang, twist. ^_^

    If I thought you were some mad man who couldn't think before he took a step I wouldn't respect you enough to provide contrast to your plans. (And yes, I did infer somewhat.)

    Undermining you wasn't my intention here.

    And the last thing I want to do is argue with you. Okay?

    It is your journal, after all.

    comment Anathema Device · Community Member · Tue Aug 09, 2005 @ 06:10pm
    Wooooooooooooo!

    It'll be interesting to see the scum that lurks outside of my regular forums. A different kind of idiocy, anyway. That's new. I'm used to the "I can't feed myself" kind of idiot.

    comment Gelmax · Community Member · Tue Aug 09, 2005 @ 09:31pm
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