I'm sorry to write things like this but i have to say it somewhere and since i cant have anything private at home i'll have to do it on here were my parents cant read it. anyone else can if they realy want to but this is pretty much just for me to get off of my mind.
i hate humans. i hate my life that i was forced to live. i never chose or wanted to live life as a human. stupid selfish humans that dont care about anything. only themselves. and no one i can talk to abouut this because as far as i know i am the only one with these opinions which makes my life even more depressing and lonely than it already is.
Humans think they need to know everything. and to do this they put innocent animals under tourture and death to "find out the meining of life. In truth they are all only selfish humans that only think of themselves. I get looked at werid and yelled at because i refuse to disect a frog that was killed for the purpose of sccience... IGNORENT SELFISH FOOLS!!!!
it is worse in my eyes to kill something intentionaly!! i would have had no guilt to disect a frog that had died of natural causes! to kill an animal is inhumane and cruel! I get so worked up about this you cant even begin to imagine. I was talking about it with my parents and i ended up yelling, screaming and crying just because they would not understand because they are selfish humans that wont support anything unless it benefits themselves.
I wish i was never born when and were i was. I wish i was born in the time of the Native American. They were not the selfish human.
Native Americans worshiped the earth. they couldnt begin to imagine the horrors of owning the earth. The earth gives so much to them, how could they take such a thing for granted. so they worshiped the earth and the animals that came from it. and when they killed an animal they would use every part of it and they would worship it for allowing them to have it. their ways of life are so much better then life is now.
But theres no sence in dwelling in the past because thereis no way to go back to it. and it will never be anywere near as the same. and it hurts me so much to know this. Humans only ever think of themselves.
And it is for this reason that i wish that i could die. it is for this reason i am so lonely. it is this reason that i am ashamed for who i am.
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