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blaugh it's my special day tomorrow stare oh just ******** off!!! I hate all this god damned noise, big crowds, happy birthdays, and smiling faces. I hate it all. The one thing I want for my birthday is for this ******** pain in my legs to go away along with all you ignorant/arrogant people. I want to be left alone forever. Just me and my wolf. If I can't have that then all I want is to sleep. Not just this seven hour thing,no, I want this forever sleep everyone is talking and crying about. The one everyone says is so bad. I've heard it called death but I see it as finally being able to sleep peacefully. I'll finally be able to rest and not attack myself. I'll be able to rest with out being woken up by annoying people who don't give a ******** that it's three a.m. and I'm trying to get over a month long bout of insomnia. I won't have to worry about getting up and dealing with all this ******** drama s**t. I won't have to deal with the god damned noise, big crowds, happy birthdays, and smiling faces that I hate so much. . .yeah thats what I want for my special day, death.