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IM NOT OK

im not ok
im broken inside
i want 2 burst into tears
but i dont
cuz i know itll hurt u

im not good
i feel crushed
i want 2 run n hide 4 ever
but i dont
cuz i know itll hurt u

im stessed
i feel overloaded
i want 2 4get everything
but i dont
cuz i know itll hurt u

im not alright
i feel like i was played
i want 2 scream
but i dont
cuz i know itll hurt u

im not doing good
i feel trapped
i want 2 tell u everything
but i dont
cuz i know itll hurt u

but the funny thing is
i try so hard not 2 hurt u
n ur the 1 who is hurting me