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the life of a jester is nothing to flaunt
Ever carried the weight of another?
For how long?
I walk as far as they need to recover
For how long? (ha!)

I want to carry a piece of who I was before
So when I hit the wall, I really hit the wall
I want to tear away the death again
A whiter shade of ******** meth again
I want to stick to clues, I want to come unglued
I want to shape the world to fit the way you move
Oh, should I listen for a dress size?

I owned up, I've grown up, do you remember me?
I showed up and so what if I'm the used to be
I'm here to tell you that I'm sorry I was sorry
But I'm happy that you're happy
This is no longer about me

Trade rules, switch sides for your beautiful eyes
Let him be you through your beautiful cries
Let him hold you up so you can touch affordable skies
Live your life just like a dream
Without the pain of goodbyes
Goodbye!

Ever carried the weight of another?
For how long?
I walk as far as they need to recover
For how long?

I been a drunk disrespectful little street punk
Unlock the back of my trunk
You see, you take this bat
And bash my head into the street again
No-ones around so I keep beating it

Pull my hair back, look me in the eye
There's a self-destructive meaning in the bleeding of a guy
It's the guilt of what reality has given me
Making sense of all mistakes and my stupidity
And when you're sick you seem to think
You've failed eternally

And that the people you let in are only crumbling
When you're sick of thinking life in this recovery
When my decision paved the road
That lies in front of me

So to my friends that even call but I don't call back
I want you deep inside my heart upon a hill
It seems to hide sometimes and run away and wonder
I'm really sick of saying sorry but I will

Ever carried the weight of another?
For how long?
I walk as far as they need to recover
For how long?

But are we scared to take the ride?
Or dare to look inside?
I'm floating far away (far away)

I want to learn to walk with others as an equal
I want to treat the ones who love me with respect
I want to tell the world I'll give them all a piggyback
And try to take away my negative effect
I want to kiss the girl, I know I'll never lie again
I want to call my dad and tell him that I care
I want to let my brother know
He saved my life a thousand times
Throughout the years he's been my friend
Who's always there

Ever carried the weight of another?
For how long?


lol my theme Blue october ~overweight




have you ever?

have you ever stopped and thought.

Yea i know its dangerouse guys, but have you?

have you stopped looked what your getting?

have you thought for even two seconds about something that you know hurt another...even though you were angry at the moment and did things you regretted?

but when angry is done covering your already almost blind eyes you see the clear picture...

i've recently realized how many people i know carry the weight of another, the weight of anothers pain, the weight of anothers anguish....

only to realize your over weight yourself

and for who dont know what im talking about, dont bother reading any more of my journals...the majority are like this...

...release your inhabitians, just do it. Sometimes your own happiness is a need to do.

if someone makes you unhappy, express it...they wont bite.
if you hurt someone and your afraid to approach them, just do it
whats the worst that could happen?
if your on the sidelines, helpless, why are you jsut standing there lookin pretty?
work
if you feel worthless, make yourself worthy
if a dog bites you, just flick its nose
if a parent is forcing you to do soemthing that you know is wrong, point it out, ******** them.
the world is so chaotic..
EVERYONE IS EQUAL, EVERYONE DESERVES ONE ANOTHERS RESPECT

and those who arent respected...if you give it, you will recieve it so obviousley you arent dishing out s**t

treat others how you want to be treated...get along...dont back stab...and bleh

BE NICE...

hot damn guys -.-

i knowl ******** 20 people with love problems....

just...in the words of john lennon "let it be"






User Comments: [1]
The Unforgiven Martyr
Community Member





Thu Mar 13, 2008 @ 09:59pm


WOW! this is a good one. I can see the point your making. Well points....and every single one of them is a good one. Once Again I thank you for your help my friend. Ur always there for me. ^_^ I didn't know there would be so many people to help me through my problem. No matter how minor it may have seemed it hurt me. "The first cut is the deepest." Right? thanks for patching up my wounds. thanks for staying until the bandage could be removed. I'd be happy to do the same for you. Let's just hope it doesn't come to that. Eh?


User Comments: [1]
 
 
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