READ THIS FIRST!!!!!!!!!!!:
Lisanne i love you and i always will , but this is somthing that has been going through my mind, please don't get to mad but im being truthful, (btw hold non of this against me, im having a bi-polar episode, so some of this may not even make sense, and i may be misconstruing what you said and have been doing, if so tell me tomorrow, just let me type it , read it if you want, just dont let it upset you, and if any of this is construed as me leaving you, thats not true, i just might write something in a angry way that may seem this way, but its not; remember that ill love you through any thing <3)
Read at own risk ( after reading the first)
"I'm obsessed with Tobi (and Deidara too to an extent- but don't worry Puppy-chan, I won't steal him). And no Dustin- this doesn't mean he's gonna replace you or something"
Don't worry my a**.
I never sparked that imagination in you to write a story with us in it now did I
But aperrantly they did...
So obsession with Tobi and Deidara is it.
Well Lisanne just look at it through my eyes...
Think if I were to be obsessed with an anime character...
how jealous and upset you'd be.
I'm afraid to so much as look at a girl,
anime or otherwise,
Just so you wont be offended.
Buts whats this ?
An obsession with some anime character.
i mean i know you wouldn't make a relationship with a fictional character
but you did before, with Shino, even though this was before me
but im afraid im might not be good enough for you
so you'd adopt a fictional secretive boyfriend that'll be perfect for you
am i not good enough Lisanne?
Do you think this doesn't offend me???
Heres a little taste of whats been going through my mind
ever since Amanda came over and reintroduced you to Naruto
which brought this little obsession up...
" So am i such a bad boyfriend that she needs another obsession in her life? "
This one question has been eating me alive!!!
I mean im not trying to make it all about me, but come on
you mention them on deviant art, you draw them, and the one thing i never got...
a story including me
I'm not sure if you mean it to be this hurtful, but it is!!!
I Love you and i know you love me
So just think about this obsession and think of whose mind is at stake
because my mind is about to leave the building.
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