Heart fulfillment
There is no words to explain my love to you,
endless thoughts on how I must tell you.
I continue even at the worst of times,
knowing that you are alive and well.
Even is you do not love back I will love you,
but I fear my heart rips to know what you will say.
Everlasting feelings enshroud my hate,
and fear invokes pain for my heart.
Knowing how you feel,
is knowing whether I live or die.
My love to you may not be eternal,
but it will fulfill my love that we must all feel.
Even knowing you don’t love me,
will give understanding to life.
Even if my heart shatters to the floor,
I will understand how it feels....to love
Fear
I know I will lose you,
my heart breaks minute by minute knowing it.
If I tell you will you understand?
Will you love me as I love you?
I look up in the sky only to see it shower me in blood,
the blood that came from my thorn infested heart.
I cry out your name,
will you listen?
I go to the highest hill tops to see if you are there,
only to fall and see the deep blue sky once again.
This time though it does not rain,
but it shines upon me.
Minute by minute I lose you,
but minute by minute I gain a new love.
That does not mean I will not forget.
But even the strongest of loves will not end it,
it will not end my pain.
My thorn infested heart will bleed till the day,
the day when one shall free me of it.
That is the day I truly love once again,
and on that day,
I will remember you,
and say I love you
Pain
Tears of blood flow from my eyes,
there is no more love within it.
No more pain to endure in it,
no more suffering for it.
Ambient feelings of love,
have now become feelings of sorrow.
Laughter and happiness is no more,
and sadness and regret remain.
Someday the void called love will return,
and on that day I will understand.
On that day I will know why,
why you left me.
Remorse
Death holds no grasp over my tainted soul,
my life has become a single goal,
My need for love is now never shown.
I have been freed of this pain,
I have been freed by this corruption,
now all that is left is to become the successor.
Who owns my soul is no one,
who owns my heart is now gone,
who owns my life is no one but myself.
Family helps the empty shell,
only to become destroyed by it.
Friends try to consul the shell,only to swim in it'S sorrows.
A heart fractured by corruption,
is now freed into nothingness.
There, the heart will know one thing only.
The heart will become empty,
empty to become the successor.
The successor of pain and sadness.
Repentance
To love is to feel sorrow,
to hate is to love once again.
We all experience pain,
do we all experience love?
Once we love will we understand?
Will we understand why others left us?
I know understand why all left me,
Once I truly love I will do the same.
We all learn what i means to love,
and what it means to feel sorrow.
No remorse after pain,
no pain before love.
Silence before friendship,
why must this continue?
Will love be for everyone?
Or will they reject it and live loveless?
Now I understand what it means to love,
and what it means to feel pain.
We all now must accept pain as a consequence,
A consequence from love.
Slumber
Accept life for what it is,
Or die in it’s hell storm of corruption.
Accept how fate shows you gratitude,
or suffer in deaths almighty scythe.
Accept loves consequences,
or feel the pain beyond reasoning.
We must accept life,
for e are all who made it the way it is.
The heart slumbers in society’s mistakes,
and we our the source of it.
We cause pain in others hearts,
we cause people to love.
We are the creators,
and the destructors.
We love one another,
only to feel pain.
Will there be eternal paradise?
The eternal paradise of love?
Will the paradise go away?
Will it be poisoned by us?
No remorse over love,
for love will give us strength.
Pain will weaken it,
but the heart will empower hate.
Acceptance
There is no hatred,
there is only remembrance.
There is no hate,
only nirvana.
We shall know no hate,
only nostalgicness.
I know no hate,
but I know acceptance.
Forgiven souls know love,
Exiled souls know fear.
We are not those gone away,
but those who live on in acceptance.
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