Even if you aren't here, I can feel you here.
It is like you are still here,
still breathing,
still with me.
But as I turn to see your smiling face,
all I see is the lonely path I have traveled without you.
I will never be the same,
but, no, I won't do anything that you would hate.
I will always do what you would have wanted,
but I can't reply to those questions you asked me.
I can't be close to anyone,
knowing one day they, too,
will be gone.
I can't get close to anyone for the fear of missing them.
Once they are gone I will want them here,
much as I do you.
I will always miss you,
I will never forget you,
but remember,
don't ask me for anything more than what I can be.
Snowflower2007 Community Member 
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