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Dear Journal,

This is going to be more like an apology for this special person who is now just someone I used to know.

Heheh. Things took a big turn this month. I'm sad to say though that as much as I wish it never happened, sacrifices need to be done to ensure a future goal.
If only we never parted but please know that I really did love you and I want you to stay happy and be the way you are.

We barely talk now and I wish I was able to hear you say you love me like we used to everyday. But now, we can barely make a conversation and more likely because it's not meant to be anymore. I spend days at a time waiting for you to say something just to relive old times. Heh. It's silly that I'm crying while typing this but it's the only way to get my feelings out. Whether or not anyone is reading this, I hope you understand I just want to get this off my chest.

Hopefully in the future, the pain won't be as strong as it is now. But for sure time will heal my wounds and things will be for the better.
To the person this journal is for, I'm sorry and I wish we lasted like we promised would be forever. But alas, we were wrong.
I will cherish all our memories and laugh at our great and funny moments, as well as learn from our bad ones. I should have tried to be a better person for you, but my lack of self control took over instead.

Good bye, my bunbun. May you find someone that will make you happy throughout the lifetime. You say every person is unique, but I wanted to be your only one. Haha. Cheesy, I know.

Well, this is it. I will say this one last time. I love you very much.

Cheers to our futures!

Sincerely,
Starr

April 15, 2014