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Madame Tarantula
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Posted: Wed Apr 13, 2005 @ 05:10am
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Drunken Rants
Yes, I got my first rant from a drunken uncle today, whom I never really noticed he was drunk. He just started talking on and on after I asked him a stupid dumb question and I suppose all he's kept in was let go about me. He did it in a very courteous manner, but hit the dots fairly well, then again they could be applied to everyone who leeches off their parents still at my age with no school or work.
Speaking of which, I feel like i'm in limbo and it's gonna be hell getting me back into my older status. Even then it wasn't much of a status, anywho back on track, much later that day i became extremely frustrated with something I couldn't put my finger directly on, maybe it's what he said. Maybe not, ne?
Eiher way it ended with me ranting at my mother about the gender war and how i'm so sick of hearing men and women bickering like ******** in some stupid war...and then to be forced into a generalization of what gender I am, c'est la vie.
Funny Fact: I don't really know when this happened, but the state government tried to limit drinking in college by banning it or restricting it. Now I know people like to drink, but the fact that riots broke out about these lil dipshits not being able to drink in college (they could do so as long as they didn't bring it back to the campus I would assume) and they ******** rioted?! What the hell is wrong with us that we need to be s**t faced in order to have a good time!? It was such a low point in mankinds life because it wasn't even proabition, and a freaking riot in the name of fun? I wish all those spoiled pricks did that in another country at least the government would of taken care of it in a professional manner by actually using real bullets to calm down the crowd.
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Posted: Fri Apr 01, 2005 @ 07:55am
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Spoiled Plans and the Sour Attitude.
I'm really pissed off that my friend had to cancel out tomorrow, it was soemthing I was looking forward to, and it was company who wouldn't turn their heads to someone else and begin to converse with them making me feel as if they did not want to speak to me in the first place.
To add to my frustrations is the return of the realization that I am a hateful person. One who spends most of his/her time either wasting away tome, or just hating things and wasting my energy on negative thoughts. As added Fuel to the fire is some rather slow melancholic music which ends up adding angst and such to my feelings, I really wish I could scream or lash it out on something i.e. a punching bag. Screaming is not a good idea due to the fact that my neighbors may hear and get the wrong impression of me.
Anyways, to sum up today, breakfast I was once again seen as something to laugh at even in a positive light it still makes me angry, course not having anyone laughing at me at all would sadden me. Theni stood home alone for a few hours eating them up with games, tv, and junk food. I later drive to my aunts house and eat tons of junk food due to boredom and lonliness while my cousins and aunts have a good time talking to each other. I later played their personal maid/butler asking if they wanted more refreshments and crap.
I'd say I'd need a hug right now but I'd prolly want to gouge out anyone who touched me right now. Rawr....but deep inside I want someone to cuddle me like a stuffed animal despite the fact I also want to shout at them to let me go and hurt them if they dared to touch me. There's never a good reason for me to be sad, it's really all in my head my negative thoughts and thus I just gotta grow up and live with it.
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Madame Tarantula
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