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I have trouble balancing my personalities sometimes, they have a conflict of interest. Part of me wants to be taken seriously, part of me loves the attention of being silly. Still trying to seesaw, it seems to work to an extent, I just hate it when I leave people with the wrong impression.

Dayschool, evening work, fulltime boyfriend and I'm to be wed next spring. Still drawing, http://lorchick.deviantart.com ... and working on my dreamhues.com

ANYTHING!
worship me
degrade me
hate me
adore me
bow before me
or kick me while i'm down
ANYTHING!
just don't ignore me
don't forget me
not yet
not now
not ever
ANYTHING!
i'm all alone
stuck in a rut
no time
no patience
I guess socializing really is necessary
ANYTHING!
I miss my friends
I miss my family
I miss my family, the one I live with
The one I see on weekends
Nightschool is harder than I thought it would be
but for different reasons.
I can handle working
I prefer working
but there is no work right now
I wish there was!
ANYTHING!
Anything but this monotony!
My free time is the time
when everyone else
Everyone else I know
Everyone else I knew?
Everyone else is at work
At school
ANYTHING!
I am not
I am at home
I do the laundry
I do the dishes
A miniature Cinderella
bored out of my mind.
ANYTHING!!!

I wish that I could at least get some inspiration or some motivation to do a really good piece of art. That I could try to sell. But who would buy it? Where would I sell it? I won't kid myself, I know nothing about this sort of thing. .-.

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